3 Weeks?! :o

Dunno if you've noticed or not, but I haven't made a post having anything to do with Alex in exactly 10 days. I guess part of the reason is that he was on vacation for a week; having just got back today. Also Dad has been on "vacation" for two weeks now. He isn't away or anything, rather just on vacation from church stuff. Naturally, I haven't been to church since the 12th since Dad is on "vacation." I'll be back in church on the 9th.

So anywho, that adds up to 4 weeks of not seeing Alex. Well, I've seen him and he's seen me, but not in a social setting. 3 of those weeks (the last two and the next one) make three weeks of not talking to him in person or via text message (tho he did send two dumb forwarded emails to me before he went on vacation).

Of course I've thought about him, as usual, but I haven't really had much of a desire to do anything with him (non-sexual things anyway ;) ). For instance, today I was walking up the stairs to my room when I head my phone beep and vibrate on my desk signaling that I had gotten a text message. Get this, I actually thought, "I hope it's not Alex asking to do something."

:o

Whoa... did I actually think that? I didn't know that was possible... lol

It wasn't him.

Does this mean I'm actually starting to get over him?

:O

I wonder if he's noticed the silence between us? I guess we'll see what happens two Sundays from now when we see each other in church...

What do I post about now since I don't have much of anything to say regarding Alex? Maybe this blog will eventually go to Blog Heaven with the others that have been stopping their blogs recently. I just deleted yet another blog (Courage's) from my links list the other day. It seems like it's getting smaller by the day!

That's all for now,
Peter

P.S. Apparently Mikey and I can't be considered E-BFs now. I guess he just got his own in real life. Whoever this person is just seemed to pop up outta nowhere. One day there's no one, then the next day he's getting blowjobs from someone o_O Meh... whatever...

P.S. x2: I went to a different eye doctor today. As soon as he walked in the exam room my gaydar pinged! No, I wasn't attracted to him or anything, but I think he's gay! Seriously, he had this light facial hair and a soft voice bordering on being feminine. When he was talking to Dad i snuck a peek at his hands, and what didn't I see? A wedding ring! He just had the air of a gay person around him, if you will.

P.S. x3: I've been extremely horny the past two days. Maybe that's a side effect of these eye drops? Anyone want to participate in a circle jerk with me? :D

P.S. x4: I'm getting all these P.S.s whenever I go through my labels and see labels that remind me of something I want to say.

Painting

I think I mentioned this a few posts ago...

I'm going to be moving into my brother's old room. But first I have to paint the walls cos I refuse to sleep in an orange room.

ick!

(Orange is one of my fav colors btw lol)

Dad picked up some color cards at Wal-Mart today, but I can't decide :\

I think I'm just gonna go with the same color I have in my current room, light blue, since I already know what it looks like against my furniture. The only problem is Dad said he didn't see that color up there today...

-_-

Dad's not going to help me paint, so I just asked Alex a couple minutes ago if he wants to. No word back yet of course...

Well, I'm going to go upstairs and take apart my brother's old bed, and finish packing away his bobble heads and whatnot.


Btw, what the hell is going on around here?!?!?!??!

So many bloggers are just leaving! Our corner of the Blogosphere seems to be falling apart at the seams...

:(