Facebook Fight

Alex got into a fight on Facebook the other day. I took screenshots. You'll probably have to click to read them.

NOTE: Alex's nicknames used here are Al, Chip(py), and Connor. The Alex with bad grammar and the red 2 beside his name is Alex's friend also named Alex. I've called him Alex2 on here before.



I thought it was entertaining at first. Then the Jessica girl posted this on his wall. I started to feel bad for him. Btw, Jessica is the girl he used to text a lot a couple years ago. I mentioned her on my old blog. Soon after he started texting her a lot, we stopped doing the sexual stuff.


The "you've changed" thing hit me kinda hard. He has changed. He's become cold, assholeish. I experienced that for years but now he's like that on Facebook too. I turned the same way in high school before I moved back with Dad. People said I changed too. I was an asshole to people also (still am sometimes).


I put this as my status last night and he responded today:


I feel really bad for him. I wanted to write *hugs* but didn't want to cross the line. I actually did want to give him a hug though :\

Ignored :( ::UPDATED::

Well I sent out a bunch of friend requests on Facebook the other day including one to Jacob. That night I looked at his profile (at his pictures to be more specific :P) and the "add as friend" button was on his profile again. If you have a pending friend request it'll say "awaiting friend request confirmation" or something like that. So that means he must have ignored my friend request, but then I wasn't sure if I actually sent him one because I sent a bunch out.

Sooooo I sent another one. Yesterday I looked and the "add as friend" button was there again! So I guess he doesn't remember me.... Also there is usually an option to add a message to your friend requests, but he apparently has that disabled. So I can't even message him!

Ugh...


::UPDATE::

One of Jacob's female friends posted a few days ago that she was going shopping "with Jacob." I assumed that meant the Jacob I'm talking about. So after some encouragement, I commented on that post saying, "Jacob (last name)? Tell him I said hi! I sent him a friend request but I guess he ignored it... I don't think he remembers me haha." Not even two minutes passed when she replied, "haha ok i will! I'm going over his house later so i'll mention it to him! :)"

So... I don't know what's going to happen now haha.



I'm disappointed they didn't perform this at the Star Wars concert cos I love it haha

Shameless Self-Promotion

Yeah, I'm just making this post so you can see my new layout :)

Oh, actually I do have one quick update: Alex finally got a facebook page and he added me as a friend :O So far his only status update is, "I ♥ my cousin Tom (last name)." That's a bit gay :p


While you are here you might as well check out my 3D Titanic model. Of course I don't have much time to work on it since school is my number 1 priority right now. LAST WEEK!!!! WOOT!



Port and starboard forward lifeboats added. I downloaded them from Google's 3D Warehouse where you can find almost anything made into a 3D model. I probably won't keep them because they aren't very good, IMO.


Have a listen to another of John Williams' epic pieces:

"Battle of the Heros" Star Wars Episode III: Revenge of the Sith

More Facebook Messages.

There is another girl on Facebook who I used to know, Aubrey. She first messaged me a month or so ago asking how I was, etc. Then the other day I sent her basically the same message I sent to Kelsey. Her response:

I'm so sorry to hear that and yes it probably is her fault. although i have to say I think you'll have more opportunity with cyber school. Good Luck! and you should come to some football games and stuff - we play X Friday, probably not guna be a pretty sight (we havent won a game in about 5 years ) but its still fun . Best of Luck : ) - Aubrey

Meh... I don't like football, but it may still be fun to go. Although I don't know who I'd sit with, or who's even going to be there :\

So... I dunno.

Oh, no, I can't sit with Aubrey because she's a cheerleader so obviously they won't be sitting much :p

Hetero Crush :)

I've mentioned her before on here, but in case you missed it...

Kelsey and I have known each other since pre-school just like most everyone who lives around here. Her, Andrew (I always figured she liked him), and I were best friends in 6th grade, my last year there. We hung out all the time together in school; in line together, sitting together, etc. At one point people even said we should go out, but being only 12 we just *pretended* it was gross. At least, I was pretending. I even got the bus driver to honk at her when we passed her walking to her house after school and Kelsey would wave, sometimes exaggerating the wave. The bus driver was the only person in real life that I told then. We had our rough times too. Like, she'd go a few days without talking to me, or waving to me :\ I think it's called PMS lol.

I think she may have liked me then too, but I never knew for sure.

Then, back at the beginning of the month, she had that Facebook status message that said, "Text me :)" I said, "I would if I had your number :p" Then a few days later she sent me an email type thing via Facebook that just said, "My number is XXX-XXX-XXXX" So I sent her a text message, but never got a response :(

Today, I responded to her original email:

Hey Kelsey, I sent you a text awhile ago when you first sent this to me but you never responded. My phone has been known to not send messages sometimes. My number is XXX-XXX-XXXX in case you want to send me a message sometime.

Anyway, I guess I won't be going to XXX this year like I was supposed to. At least not in the traditional way. There was a BIG screw up with my transcripts (probably Ms. X's fault) so it looks like I don't have enough credits to be a senior, yet I really do. Anyway, I decided to do XXX's cyber school program instead where I can earn enough credits to graduate this year without repeating a year.

I probably won't be seeing much of you or anyone else unless we have any clubs together or something. So, I hope you have a good year :)

Peter

Then a couple hours later she sent one back:

Aw, Thanks. I can't believe they screwed everything up for you :( I do hope we end up having some clubs together because I'd really love to see you again!

I now have your number, so I'm sure you'll get a message from me sooner or later :)

Kelsey


*checks phone*

Nothing yet :p

Anyway, that email made my night :)


P.S. Don't forget to read the other post I made today about what happened at school today.

Everyone's Happy

Okay, so....

Dad and I went up to the school this morning before the buses got there. The guidance counselor was in a meeting, so we had to wait. Once she got back, she had us go back to her office. She said that she didn't receive any of the transcripts that were resent to her.

*rolls eyes*

I'm not even gonna get into who's fault I think it was that she didn't get them...

Anyway, she then told us that they have their own cyber school program. Mom and I were told this last month when we meet with them for the first time, but I had completely forgotten about it. Here's how it's going to work:

I'm still considered a junior credit-wise, and I need 10.5 credits to make graduation this year. That means I have to take 10 and a half classes, 11 classes at most. That's a few more than a normal student would take in a year, but I have to do it if I want to make graduation this year like I'm supposed to; so that's a big motivation to do well right there.

We signed the registration papers while we were there and met with the Online Learning Coordinator (OLC), who we knew from my brothers' days in that school. She said that it'd take about 2 days to get me going on it, and we'd have to go up again so she can show us how it all works and whatnot.

She also said that I'd have to go up to the high school one day a week for 2 hours. I'm not totally sure what that's for, but I assume you get extra help there if you need it or something. Also, I get to have actual textbooks this time; with the other cyber school it was all online, so I basically got tired of being on the computer all day long. She also said that I'm free to take part in any clubs/sports that I want to. I'm thinking about at least being on the yearbook staff because Mom is in charge of that this year. Maybe also take part in Key Club, which a girl on Facebook who I knew before said I should join. There may be other clubs I'd be interested in; we'll see.

I'm happy with this decision. I like that the teachers are right there and you can go get help whenever you want. With the other cyber school, the teachers were spread all over Pennsylvania. Dad's happy with this decision too, and I'm sure Mom will be when she hears.

So, everyone is happy.

:)


Right now, Dad and I are going to go to town to see a lady from the church who is in the hospital, go to Wal-Mart to look at printers, then get some lunch and back home.

See ya later!

P.S. Don't forget to check out my twitter for updates from me, and follow me if you want :)

Last Night.

As you can tell from the last post, I was stewing over the idea of whether or not to go through with camping last night. I don't know why, but after dinner I just didn't have the ambition to do it, not to mention not really being that excited about it.

But, I was talking to Courage around 7 p.m. last night and he kinda convinced me to do it. So I went up to ask Dad if he wanted to put the tent up. He was working on stuff, so I went back down to talk online some more. Just then Alex sent me a text saying, "Did you put the tent up yet?" which of course I hadn't. I sent back, "Dad and I will do it eventually... keep your pants on." As you can tell, I was still not too ambitious about it all. Alex sends back, "Oh (or maybe it was 'ok')... I'm just bored so I thought I'd come and help."

Dad said that I could go out and start putting up the tent and he'd be along shortly. So I sent Alex a message telling him that I was going to get the tent started. Not even a minute later he sent back, "I'm here." lol. He must have been floating around outside.

The tent goes up. Alex stays an hour, then goes and gets changed. Play around on my computer for awhile: Texas Hold 'em, Facebook, trying to get him to talk to Courage online (which he wouldn't lol). Then he went on Jackinworld.com to "look for something to entertain" me. His words, except the "me" is me, not him... supposedly... :p

Then, it's like 11:30, he asks me about these two sites, porntube.com and youporn.com, I guess he wanted to know if they were real sites. I didn't know, so he typed them in :O Yep, they are real; straight porn mostly I think. So then he says, "Know any better sites?" :O I don't really want to go to a gay porn site with him around. I don't know why, but it's just embarrassing :\ So I type in xtube.com, which really isn't that good of a site, but it has both straight and gay porn on it. He selected the straight part of the site. He watched a couple vids. Ick, straight porn.... gag me with a spoon. But he didn't touch himself or anything while he was watching... Isn't that what you're supposed to do?

I guess he got bored with the porn cos after two or three vids he gave the computer back to me. I didn't want to go to any of my usual sites, as I've already said. It'd be different if I knew he was gay, but I thought it might gross him out of something. So anyway, the computer got put away.

I'm under my cover and he's just laying beside me. I figured it was time to jack off, so I was trying to get a boner under the blanket. He says, "I thought you didn't like to do it under covers?" which I don't. Right then I realize that everytime we do this he always comments on how I start out trying to get a boner under the cover (I don't want to pull out my flaccid dick, just my hard one :p)... Then I decide to play with him (not "that" way :p). I still don't have a boner yet, but I make the motions, still under the cover, as if I do and I'm going at it lol. Again, he comments on me doing it under the covers, but I still act as if I'm going at it. Then I go under the cover completely; he's like, "What are you doing?"

I say, "What do you think?"

"I don't know." So now he's playing dumb. I think he's trying to get my to come out of from under the covers. Then I say, "Wow, it's really hot under here" lol. He says, "So take the cover off" if we were chatting online I'm sure he would have added a "ffs" to the end lol. I could tell he's getting really annoyed cos I'm doing it under the cover and not where he can see.... at least that's what I think.

Okay, so I think I've tortured him enough so I come out, and we jack off. Just like the last time, I had a hard time "going the all the way" (i.e. coming). I don't know what it is, but I kept going a bit soft even though I was going at it! Maybe I'm too used to porn :\ I comment on this when he asks (for the millionth time) if I'm close to coming yet. So he says, "Well, here's your video" and he rolls on his side so I can get a better view of his dick, but since there's not much light on him, it doesn't really help. Anyway, it ends up taking 45mins :O for us to finish. I guess he was waiting for me, but he ended first. That did it for me and I finished too. We cleaned up and went to sleep.


This morning, we were messing around on the computer again. Then we were just laying there, and he says, "Look what I found" and pulls out his hard dick :O Then five minutes later he says that he's gonna go home.

That's it.

Comments?

Thoughts?

Feelings?

Criticism?

etc...?

Back From Vacation... Some Updates

Finally got back from vacation today! :)

First off, let me go over some important things that have happened since I went away:

1. Obviously I still have my own computer, though I borrowed Mom's while we were away to check my regular email. I didn't dare check blogs or my blog email on her computer :\

2. Kelsey gave me her phone number! :O

Last week she wrote on Facebook "Text me." For folks that aren't familiar with Facebook, this message can be seen by everyone who is "friends" with her. I commented, "I would if I knew your number :p"

Then a few days later a guy also commented on it, saying, "I think he just hit on you... just saying :p lol" Then that night she sent me her number on Facebook :O

I got it when I checked my email the other day, but I didn't send her a message until just a few minutes ago... No word back from her yet... *bites finger nails*

Seriously, I would go straight if I had a chance with her. For the time being I may be posting stuff about me chasing after her instead of Alex :p She's way out of my league though. We used to be good friends in 6th grade, but that was 5 years ago. All the guys in school are lining up for a chance with her. She's very popular. I'll post about her and I in 6th grade when I get a chance.

3. I've found some laptops that I'm interested in.

Here is one. Obviously there are some restrictions with buying a small laptop; the memory capacity, no CD drive, etc...

Dad says that by the time I get the extra memory or whatever and the CD drive, it would cost as much as a regular size laptop. So I've also been looking at those.

Thanks to Steevo who sent me a bunch of info about refurbished computers or something like that, but we really don't have a problem affording a new computer. So thanks, but no thanks :)

4. No word from Alex yet about camping. I sent him a message today asking if he picked a night yet. I also said that it's going to be nice the remainder of this week, but rainy next week. So we really only have tomorrow (Friday) to do it. Saturday we can't cos we have to get up early for church, and Sunday I can't do it cos I've got an eye appointment Monday morning. Monday night we can do it I suppose. It's going to rain Tuesday-Thursday tho. I dunno if it's going to rain after Thursday or not since the forecast doesn't extend more than a week.

He brought up camping last week, but now he's not showing any interest -_-


I think that's all the updates I'm going to post for now. I'll post the pics I took while I was on vacation tomorrow and explain what I did, where I went, etc.


An hour later and Kelsey hasn't texted me back yet :\

Going Out To Lunch.

Last week, before Mom moved out of her old school, her and her aide (Mrs. M) went to lunch together. Mrs. M said that she wanted to say bye to me too, so Mom and I are going to have lunch with her today. Also one of the office secretaries (Mrs. H) is coming too. I dunno if I posted about that before or not.


I've blogged briefly about Andrew, Kelsey, and Derrick before but now since I'm going to school with them again I suspect I'll be talking about them more often.

*Adds labels for them*

Last week sometime I sent them friend requests on Facebook; the first contact I've had with them in 5 years. Since then I've had 4 other old friends send me friend request; Katie Q. (there's more than 1 Katie), Lauren (who I had a crush on in pre-school :O), Erika, and Samantha (who I can't remember :\).

Now, Kelsey is one of those people I'd go straight for if I had the chance with her :) I liked her 5 years ago and I've had a spot for her in my heart ever since then. That may sound sappy but I don't know how else to say it lol.


ZOMG! Why am I talking about straight stuff on a gay blog? :p


Ok, well I dunno what else to say right now. I'll just go back to reading Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix.


Oh btw, Kelsey "wrote on my wall" (aka sent me a message) on Facebook saying, "Rumor has it you're coming back to ENTER SCHOOL INITIALS HERE? :)"

"Word travels fast... Yes, I'm coming back."

"Yay! That's so exciting :)"

Then I just typed this morning, "Scary is more like it :\"

Vacation

Mom left a message on my Facebook yesterday asking about going on vacation in August. Then she called today to give me more details.

She got a small cottage near Cedar Point in Ohio up by Lake Erie. Okay, Lake Erie... I prefer the ocean, but that's ok.

Anyway, she said that she was going to ask one of my brothers if he wanted to go cos he lives in Eire, PA so it's not that far away from him.

Then she said that if he couldn't go that I could ask Alex if he wanted to go.

Idk

Do you think I should bother with asking him?



P.S. People have practically been breaking down the doors wanting to know who my e-bf is. Here's Mikey's blog. He only started it about a month ago, so go give him a warm welcome.

I already asked him if he wanted to come meet us at Cedar Point, but he just laughed :\

Any ideas of things we can do together over the internet? I'd like to do more than just type back and forth. And no, I'm not talking about anything sexual either :p