Tonight is the last for the camper to be up. We'll put it down tomorrow because it's supposed to rain Friday. Alex knew about the camper being up, he knew tonight was the last night, he was invited to camp out sometime this week, but he never followed through.
Of course, I was a bit upset when he never contacted me about camping out. It shouldn't have been a surprise though. I was sitting outside kinda waiting for him to show up ready to camp out, but he never came.
This is going to sound stupid to most of you probably....
I was upset, and I just closed my eyes and started talking to God. I said I knew that I am in a toxic "relationship" with Alex and that I need out. I asked Him to help me get out of it, and I also asked to help Mom with the house hunting. I want to get out of here. I need to get out of here.
After talking to God, I felt (and still feel) better. The camping thing this week was my only attempt this summer to try and be friends with Alex again, and it didn't work. So that's it, I'm done. I take comfort knowing I at least have tried (over and over again) to be friends with him.
The sad thing is, I don't think he really realizes how much he's hurt me over the last couple years.
Please don't leave any comments saying that you're sorry or anything like that. I don't need to hear that. I feel even better after writing this.
:)
Showing posts with label Camping. Show all posts
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Wednesday, July 7, 2010
Sunday, July 4, 2010
Almost Ready!
Got the camper moved and opened up today! I won't bore you with the details like yesterday; instead I'll skip to the Alex part :P
After we got the camper opened up and got the inside situated, I texted Alex to tell him he could come over and check out the camper if he wanted. He texted right back saying, "ok I will... I'm so bored lol." He came right over :P
We just kinda sat around in there for awhile. He played with my iPod most of the time, and we talked. I told him my plan for tomorrow: sweep it out and get rid of the cobwebs and stuff. I also told him that hopefully it'll be ready to sleep in by tomorrow night. He didn't say one way or the other if he wanted to camp out at all or not. I didn't ask either.
It was really hot so he said he was going to go back to his house. He asked if I wanted to come over, but I couldn't because I had to go up to Mom's for dinner.
Here's some pics I took today:
Saturday, July 3, 2010
The Camper, and Alex
NOTE:
If you don't want to read all about my day with the camper, just read the first paragraph, then skip down to the second section.
Section 1: Camper
Whoa what a busy day!
I woke up this morning at 7 a.m. I wasn't supposed to be awake then, I just randomly woke up. So I laid in bed thinking. I started thinking about camping and all that. I got the idea, like last year, of using the camper. Last year I got discouraged when I saw how bad the canvas is. But that is only in one corner. I decided I want to try again. So this morning I got the game plan together:
Phase I - Take the tarp off and clean it.
Phase II - Patch the area where siding is coming off (in that one corner) then wash the outside.
Phase III - Move the camper to a level area.
Phase IV - Open the camper (it's the pop-up type) and inspect the canvas.
Phase V - Clean the inside.
I figured it would take today and tomorrow, but I didn't fully realize how much work was going to be involved O_O
Phase I:
Taking the tarp off and cleaning it was probably the easiest thing I did today lol. It's pretty self-explanatory so I won't bother going into detail here :P
Phase II:
My idea for patching the area where the siding is coming off was to staple it back on with a staple gun, then put duct tape over it. Well, the wood behind the siding is in bad shape, so it wasn't even catching the staples. I couldn't wash the top since the bad corner is on the low side of the camper and all the water would have run right into that hole. The sides of the camper really weren't too bad. All I had to do was go around it with a broom and knock all the spiders off lol.
Phase III:
I knew this one would be the most challenging. Obviously we need a vehicle with a hitch to move the camper. The only two people who we could have used were my brother and my mom. My brother is on vacation, and Mom was out today. I had already pretty much planned on doing Phase III tomorrow anyway, so it wasn't a big deal. However, we were still going to take the camper off the blocks it sits on (it doesn't sit on the trailer's tires) so it would be ready to go tomorrow.
Well....
When we took it off the blocks we discovered both tires were flat. We have a small air pump that we use to inflate the mower's tires with, so we got that and inflated one tire. The second one though didn't inflate. Dad said the tire was off the seal or something like that. We even took it to the gas station to use the air compressor, but it didn't work.
We have another trailer that we used to haul our tractor and push mower around in when we used to mow several yards in the area. The tires are a bit smaller than the ones on the camper trailer, but they would work. The tires looked good, so we decided to try it. Dad tried to get one of the tires off, but it was rusted so badly it would hardly turn even. Discouraged, Dad just said the other tire would be the same.
Well we couldn't move the camper, then the whole day would have been a complete waste. It was already after 6 by this point. Dad was ready to quit, and I was pretty pissed off. I told Dad to try to get the other tire off.
Guess what?
It came right off!!!!
So we put it on the camper and put some air in it. By this time it's after 7. There wasn't anything else we could do today, so we put the tarp back on top of it. Tomorrow I'll bring Mom's 4Runner down and we'll move it if all goes according to plan.
Section 2: Alex
After we got all the tools and things put away, I went to sit out on our stoop. Alex was playing hockey at his house earlier and still had the net but he wasn't out when I went and sat on the stoop. After awhile, he rode past on his bike. Then a bit later he skated up to our driveway and asked me why a State Police car went down the road. Obviously I wouldn't have any idea. Then he skated down the sidewalk and talked for a little bit.
Then we saw two people walking up the road. He said he thought it was some girl and his "ex-girlfriend." (this would have been the girl I've mentioned on my old blog. They never went on any dates or saw each other outside of school so I don't call that a girlfriend, but that's what he said). As they got closer he could tell that that was definitely who that was. So we went back over to his house to "hide" lol. As he was leaving he said he'd be back in a few minutes.
After they passed our houses, he came back over and asked if I wanted to come over. Of course I did! I stood around while he was skating around his driveway and we talked some more. Then it was getting darkish so he was going to stop skating. He asked if I wanted to go sit out on the porch. If you'll remember from two years ago, his porch is where a lot of the "action" took place nearly every night :P.
So we sat out there for awhile. We just talked. He said if I needed help with the camper tomorrow to let him know because he doesn't "have anything better to do." So during church I may ask him if he wants to come over (my mom will be in church tomorrow; sitting with us). Anyway, we just sat out there talking for awhile. It was about a 11:15 by the time I left.
So today has been a great day on two fronts! I can't wait until tomorrow :D
(this post is too long. I'm not even wasting time proofreading it :P)
If you don't want to read all about my day with the camper, just read the first paragraph, then skip down to the second section.
Section 1: Camper
Whoa what a busy day!
I woke up this morning at 7 a.m. I wasn't supposed to be awake then, I just randomly woke up. So I laid in bed thinking. I started thinking about camping and all that. I got the idea, like last year, of using the camper. Last year I got discouraged when I saw how bad the canvas is. But that is only in one corner. I decided I want to try again. So this morning I got the game plan together:
Phase I - Take the tarp off and clean it.
Phase II - Patch the area where siding is coming off (in that one corner) then wash the outside.
Phase III - Move the camper to a level area.
Phase IV - Open the camper (it's the pop-up type) and inspect the canvas.
Phase V - Clean the inside.
I figured it would take today and tomorrow, but I didn't fully realize how much work was going to be involved O_O
Phase I:
Taking the tarp off and cleaning it was probably the easiest thing I did today lol. It's pretty self-explanatory so I won't bother going into detail here :P
Phase II:
My idea for patching the area where the siding is coming off was to staple it back on with a staple gun, then put duct tape over it. Well, the wood behind the siding is in bad shape, so it wasn't even catching the staples. I couldn't wash the top since the bad corner is on the low side of the camper and all the water would have run right into that hole. The sides of the camper really weren't too bad. All I had to do was go around it with a broom and knock all the spiders off lol.
Phase III:
I knew this one would be the most challenging. Obviously we need a vehicle with a hitch to move the camper. The only two people who we could have used were my brother and my mom. My brother is on vacation, and Mom was out today. I had already pretty much planned on doing Phase III tomorrow anyway, so it wasn't a big deal. However, we were still going to take the camper off the blocks it sits on (it doesn't sit on the trailer's tires) so it would be ready to go tomorrow.
Well....
When we took it off the blocks we discovered both tires were flat. We have a small air pump that we use to inflate the mower's tires with, so we got that and inflated one tire. The second one though didn't inflate. Dad said the tire was off the seal or something like that. We even took it to the gas station to use the air compressor, but it didn't work.
We have another trailer that we used to haul our tractor and push mower around in when we used to mow several yards in the area. The tires are a bit smaller than the ones on the camper trailer, but they would work. The tires looked good, so we decided to try it. Dad tried to get one of the tires off, but it was rusted so badly it would hardly turn even. Discouraged, Dad just said the other tire would be the same.
Well we couldn't move the camper, then the whole day would have been a complete waste. It was already after 6 by this point. Dad was ready to quit, and I was pretty pissed off. I told Dad to try to get the other tire off.
Guess what?
It came right off!!!!
So we put it on the camper and put some air in it. By this time it's after 7. There wasn't anything else we could do today, so we put the tarp back on top of it. Tomorrow I'll bring Mom's 4Runner down and we'll move it if all goes according to plan.
Section 2: Alex
After we got all the tools and things put away, I went to sit out on our stoop. Alex was playing hockey at his house earlier and still had the net but he wasn't out when I went and sat on the stoop. After awhile, he rode past on his bike. Then a bit later he skated up to our driveway and asked me why a State Police car went down the road. Obviously I wouldn't have any idea. Then he skated down the sidewalk and talked for a little bit.
Then we saw two people walking up the road. He said he thought it was some girl and his "ex-girlfriend." (this would have been the girl I've mentioned on my old blog. They never went on any dates or saw each other outside of school so I don't call that a girlfriend, but that's what he said). As they got closer he could tell that that was definitely who that was. So we went back over to his house to "hide" lol. As he was leaving he said he'd be back in a few minutes.
After they passed our houses, he came back over and asked if I wanted to come over. Of course I did! I stood around while he was skating around his driveway and we talked some more. Then it was getting darkish so he was going to stop skating. He asked if I wanted to go sit out on the porch. If you'll remember from two years ago, his porch is where a lot of the "action" took place nearly every night :P.
So we sat out there for awhile. We just talked. He said if I needed help with the camper tomorrow to let him know because he doesn't "have anything better to do." So during church I may ask him if he wants to come over (my mom will be in church tomorrow; sitting with us). Anyway, we just sat out there talking for awhile. It was about a 11:15 by the time I left.
So today has been a great day on two fronts! I can't wait until tomorrow :D
(this post is too long. I'm not even wasting time proofreading it :P)
Friday, May 21, 2010
Posted Too Soon!
Ok so normally I don't make two posts in one day; let alone only a few hours apart. But this is kind of a continuation of the last post.
So anyway, after I *finally* got home from the school today I wanted to sit outside for awhile. I sat out for a couple hours. While sitting outside, I saw Alex2 (Alex's friend also named Alex) go over to Alex's house. After a bit they left and walked up the street (presumably to their friends house). Pretty soon they (just the 2 Alexs) came . Alex2 came over to get the hockey net so they could play hockey.
Now, for those not familiar, Alex2 and the other friend, Joe, are walking gay joke machines among other things. I really can't stand being around them which is why I don't go over when they're there. I don't like the sound of hockey sticks smacking against the pavement and all that so I went inside. It was almost dinner time anyway.
I went back outside around 7. Around 8:30 Alex and Alex2 came down from the ball field (Alex had practice and someone else was having a game). Alex2 came and got the net again. Now, the net has gotten pretty beat up since they started using it. My brother wasn't very happy about it (it's his net). Alex2 wasn't carrying it the right way; in fact he wasn't carrying it at all! He was actually dragging it and about to go across the driveway and onto the road so I yelled at him saying, "try carrying the net the right way!" which he did :p
So anyway, I stayed out while they played (for those who ask, I cannot see them playing from where I sit outside). They played until about 9. Alex brought back the net this time, then skated up the road and stopped across from me. He walked down across the driveway (gravel) and skated down the sidewalk. I can't remember what he said, but it was something about sitting outside. He told me that they are going to get their porch furniture out this weekend maybe. I should have said something about us sitting outside again but I didn't even think about it until now :\
For those that don't know, two summers ago Alex and I used to sit out on his porch nearly every night. Most of the time my hand would be down his pants :p (not kidding).
Then we got talking about his hockey equipment. He told me he ordered some hockey pants, and a girdle. He even had me look them up online so he could show me what they looked like lol.
I asked him what sporting goods stores he shops at because I got a giftcard for one store for Christmas worth $25. He said he shopped at that store, so I gave him the giftcard as a birthday present :p
I sooooo wanted to mention camping and ask him if he wanted to, but I'm going to try and hold it to see if he'll ask first.
I also asked him if he was the one who said my name at the school earlier today. He said he didn't think it was... I wonder who said it then :S
He left around 9:30 so he was over for about 20-30 minutes which is the longest we've been together outside of church since January!
I'd say things are getting off to a good start this summer :)
So anyway, after I *finally* got home from the school today I wanted to sit outside for awhile. I sat out for a couple hours. While sitting outside, I saw Alex2 (Alex's friend also named Alex) go over to Alex's house. After a bit they left and walked up the street (presumably to their friends house). Pretty soon they (just the 2 Alexs) came . Alex2 came over to get the hockey net so they could play hockey.
Now, for those not familiar, Alex2 and the other friend, Joe, are walking gay joke machines among other things. I really can't stand being around them which is why I don't go over when they're there. I don't like the sound of hockey sticks smacking against the pavement and all that so I went inside. It was almost dinner time anyway.
I went back outside around 7. Around 8:30 Alex and Alex2 came down from the ball field (Alex had practice and someone else was having a game). Alex2 came and got the net again. Now, the net has gotten pretty beat up since they started using it. My brother wasn't very happy about it (it's his net). Alex2 wasn't carrying it the right way; in fact he wasn't carrying it at all! He was actually dragging it and about to go across the driveway and onto the road so I yelled at him saying, "try carrying the net the right way!" which he did :p
So anyway, I stayed out while they played (for those who ask, I cannot see them playing from where I sit outside). They played until about 9. Alex brought back the net this time, then skated up the road and stopped across from me. He walked down across the driveway (gravel) and skated down the sidewalk. I can't remember what he said, but it was something about sitting outside. He told me that they are going to get their porch furniture out this weekend maybe. I should have said something about us sitting outside again but I didn't even think about it until now :\
For those that don't know, two summers ago Alex and I used to sit out on his porch nearly every night. Most of the time my hand would be down his pants :p (not kidding).
Then we got talking about his hockey equipment. He told me he ordered some hockey pants, and a girdle. He even had me look them up online so he could show me what they looked like lol.
I asked him what sporting goods stores he shops at because I got a giftcard for one store for Christmas worth $25. He said he shopped at that store, so I gave him the giftcard as a birthday present :p
I sooooo wanted to mention camping and ask him if he wanted to, but I'm going to try and hold it to see if he'll ask first.
I also asked him if he was the one who said my name at the school earlier today. He said he didn't think it was... I wonder who said it then :S
He left around 9:30 so he was over for about 20-30 minutes which is the longest we've been together outside of church since January!
I'd say things are getting off to a good start this summer :)
Thursday, May 13, 2010
Camping?
Numerous people have been asking me if there are any plans to go camping with Alex this year.
The short answer: No.
I have no intention of even asking Alex if he wants to. For one reason, it's still too early in the year for camping :p
More importantly, Alex and I are not friends! We sit together in church; that's it! I'm more friendly with the Pope than I am with Alex ffs!
Ok that last one was a joke.
Anyway, I didn't even enjoy myself the last time we camped out. For me to enjoy myself, we need to do more than just jack off together. By do more I don't mean do more sexually, I mean we need to actually do more stuff than just the sexual stuff. Last year and the year before that, camping was only done so we could jack off together!
That being said, it will be interesting if Alex is the one to bring up camping. I mean, seeing how all we really did was jack off together, and he wants to do it again, that must mean he likes doing it together, right?
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"Hard to Starboard" - James Horner - Titanic
The short answer: No.
I have no intention of even asking Alex if he wants to. For one reason, it's still too early in the year for camping :p
More importantly, Alex and I are not friends! We sit together in church; that's it! I'm more friendly with the Pope than I am with Alex ffs!
Ok that last one was a joke.
Anyway, I didn't even enjoy myself the last time we camped out. For me to enjoy myself, we need to do more than just jack off together. By do more I don't mean do more sexually, I mean we need to actually do more stuff than just the sexual stuff. Last year and the year before that, camping was only done so we could jack off together!
That being said, it will be interesting if Alex is the one to bring up camping. I mean, seeing how all we really did was jack off together, and he wants to do it again, that must mean he likes doing it together, right?
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"Hard to Starboard" - James Horner - Titanic
Saturday, August 22, 2009
No More Camping
I'm pretty sure NG was the first one to realize that I didn't seem to have a good time during the last camping excursion. Well, yeah, he's right; I didn't really enjoy it...
So... I've decided not to do any more camping with Alex.
I guess this is a big sign of getting over him?
Yes, I'll probably miss the sexual stuff, but it's really not worth it if there is no feeling behind it. Even if it is just two friends wanking side-by-side, it's still hard if one of those friends has feelings for the other one, but the other one doesn't return those feelings.
So... yeah... No more camping.
So... I've decided not to do any more camping with Alex.
I guess this is a big sign of getting over him?
Yes, I'll probably miss the sexual stuff, but it's really not worth it if there is no feeling behind it. Even if it is just two friends wanking side-by-side, it's still hard if one of those friends has feelings for the other one, but the other one doesn't return those feelings.
So... yeah... No more camping.
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Last Night.
As you can tell from the last post, I was stewing over the idea of whether or not to go through with camping last night. I don't know why, but after dinner I just didn't have the ambition to do it, not to mention not really being that excited about it.
But, I was talking to Courage around 7 p.m. last night and he kinda convinced me to do it. So I went up to ask Dad if he wanted to put the tent up. He was working on stuff, so I went back down to talk online some more. Just then Alex sent me a text saying, "Did you put the tent up yet?" which of course I hadn't. I sent back, "Dad and I will do it eventually... keep your pants on." As you can tell, I was still not too ambitious about it all. Alex sends back, "Oh (or maybe it was 'ok')... I'm just bored so I thought I'd come and help."
Dad said that I could go out and start putting up the tent and he'd be along shortly. So I sent Alex a message telling him that I was going to get the tent started. Not even a minute later he sent back, "I'm here." lol. He must have been floating around outside.
The tent goes up. Alex stays an hour, then goes and gets changed. Play around on my computer for awhile: Texas Hold 'em, Facebook, trying to get him to talk to Courage online (which he wouldn't lol). Then he went on Jackinworld.com to "look for something to entertain" me. His words, except the "me" is me, not him... supposedly... :p
Then, it's like 11:30, he asks me about these two sites, porntube.com and youporn.com, I guess he wanted to know if they were real sites. I didn't know, so he typed them in :O Yep, they are real; straight porn mostly I think. So then he says, "Know any better sites?" :O I don't really want to go to a gay porn site with him around. I don't know why, but it's just embarrassing :\ So I type in xtube.com, which really isn't that good of a site, but it has both straight and gay porn on it. He selected the straight part of the site. He watched a couple vids. Ick, straight porn.... gag me with a spoon. But he didn't touch himself or anything while he was watching... Isn't that what you're supposed to do?
I guess he got bored with the porn cos after two or three vids he gave the computer back to me. I didn't want to go to any of my usual sites, as I've already said. It'd be different if I knew he was gay, but I thought it might gross him out of something. So anyway, the computer got put away.
I'm under my cover and he's just laying beside me. I figured it was time to jack off, so I was trying to get a boner under the blanket. He says, "I thought you didn't like to do it under covers?" which I don't. Right then I realize that everytime we do this he always comments on how I start out trying to get a boner under the cover (I don't want to pull out my flaccid dick, just my hard one :p)... Then I decide to play with him (not "that" way :p). I still don't have a boner yet, but I make the motions, still under the cover, as if I do and I'm going at it lol. Again, he comments on me doing it under the covers, but I still act as if I'm going at it. Then I go under the cover completely; he's like, "What are you doing?"
I say, "What do you think?"
"I don't know." So now he's playing dumb. I think he's trying to get my to come out of from under the covers. Then I say, "Wow, it's really hot under here" lol. He says, "So take the cover off" if we were chatting online I'm sure he would have added a "ffs" to the end lol. I could tell he's getting really annoyed cos I'm doing it under the cover and not where he can see.... at least that's what I think.
Okay, so I think I've tortured him enough so I come out, and we jack off. Just like the last time, I had a hard time "going the all the way" (i.e. coming). I don't know what it is, but I kept going a bit soft even though I was going at it! Maybe I'm too used to porn :\ I comment on this when he asks (for the millionth time) if I'm close to coming yet. So he says, "Well, here's your video" and he rolls on his side so I can get a better view of his dick, but since there's not much light on him, it doesn't really help. Anyway, it ends up taking 45mins :O for us to finish. I guess he was waiting for me, but he ended first. That did it for me and I finished too. We cleaned up and went to sleep.
This morning, we were messing around on the computer again. Then we were just laying there, and he says, "Look what I found" and pulls out his hard dick :O Then five minutes later he says that he's gonna go home.
That's it.
Comments?
Thoughts?
Feelings?
Criticism?
etc...?
But, I was talking to Courage around 7 p.m. last night and he kinda convinced me to do it. So I went up to ask Dad if he wanted to put the tent up. He was working on stuff, so I went back down to talk online some more. Just then Alex sent me a text saying, "Did you put the tent up yet?" which of course I hadn't. I sent back, "Dad and I will do it eventually... keep your pants on." As you can tell, I was still not too ambitious about it all. Alex sends back, "Oh (or maybe it was 'ok')... I'm just bored so I thought I'd come and help."
Dad said that I could go out and start putting up the tent and he'd be along shortly. So I sent Alex a message telling him that I was going to get the tent started. Not even a minute later he sent back, "I'm here." lol. He must have been floating around outside.
The tent goes up. Alex stays an hour, then goes and gets changed. Play around on my computer for awhile: Texas Hold 'em, Facebook, trying to get him to talk to Courage online (which he wouldn't lol). Then he went on Jackinworld.com to "look for something to entertain" me. His words, except the "me" is me, not him... supposedly... :p
Then, it's like 11:30, he asks me about these two sites, porntube.com and youporn.com, I guess he wanted to know if they were real sites. I didn't know, so he typed them in :O Yep, they are real; straight porn mostly I think. So then he says, "Know any better sites?" :O I don't really want to go to a gay porn site with him around. I don't know why, but it's just embarrassing :\ So I type in xtube.com, which really isn't that good of a site, but it has both straight and gay porn on it. He selected the straight part of the site. He watched a couple vids. Ick, straight porn.... gag me with a spoon. But he didn't touch himself or anything while he was watching... Isn't that what you're supposed to do?
I guess he got bored with the porn cos after two or three vids he gave the computer back to me. I didn't want to go to any of my usual sites, as I've already said. It'd be different if I knew he was gay, but I thought it might gross him out of something. So anyway, the computer got put away.
I'm under my cover and he's just laying beside me. I figured it was time to jack off, so I was trying to get a boner under the blanket. He says, "I thought you didn't like to do it under covers?" which I don't. Right then I realize that everytime we do this he always comments on how I start out trying to get a boner under the cover (I don't want to pull out my flaccid dick, just my hard one :p)... Then I decide to play with him (not "that" way :p). I still don't have a boner yet, but I make the motions, still under the cover, as if I do and I'm going at it lol. Again, he comments on me doing it under the covers, but I still act as if I'm going at it. Then I go under the cover completely; he's like, "What are you doing?"
I say, "What do you think?"
"I don't know." So now he's playing dumb. I think he's trying to get my to come out of from under the covers. Then I say, "Wow, it's really hot under here" lol. He says, "So take the cover off" if we were chatting online I'm sure he would have added a "ffs" to the end lol. I could tell he's getting really annoyed cos I'm doing it under the cover and not where he can see.... at least that's what I think.
Okay, so I think I've tortured him enough so I come out, and we jack off. Just like the last time, I had a hard time "going the all the way" (i.e. coming). I don't know what it is, but I kept going a bit soft even though I was going at it! Maybe I'm too used to porn :\ I comment on this when he asks (for the millionth time) if I'm close to coming yet. So he says, "Well, here's your video" and he rolls on his side so I can get a better view of his dick, but since there's not much light on him, it doesn't really help. Anyway, it ends up taking 45mins :O for us to finish. I guess he was waiting for me, but he ended first. That did it for me and I finished too. We cleaned up and went to sleep.
This morning, we were messing around on the computer again. Then we were just laying there, and he says, "Look what I found" and pulls out his hard dick :O Then five minutes later he says that he's gonna go home.
That's it.
Comments?
Thoughts?
Feelings?
Criticism?
etc...?
Monday, August 17, 2009
Rain :O
According to the forecast, there could be rain tomorrow morning. I don't know if I should call off the camping thing or not... Surprisingly, I really don't have much ambition to camp out tonight anyway...
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::EDIT::
Going to go set up the tent now.
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::EDIT::
Going to go set up the tent now.
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Well, Alex seemed more friendlier towards me in church this morning. As of late, it's not uncommon for either of us to really talk to each other in church. In other words, we barely say anything to each other, usually.
Today, he tapped me on the shoulder to get my attention about something, then later he tapped my knee to turn my attention to dead blades of grass that he was plucking from the bottom of his shoes o.O
Then I was drawing, as I sometimes do, on the back of the bulletin handout. Today, it was a weird bug and some UFOs lol. He looked at the strange looking bug and said, laughing, "What is wrong with you?" Then when I got up to leave at the end of church he said as I was folding up the bulletin, "You should be an artist." Not sure if he meant that seriously or not; I think he was joking.
Dad had a meeting after church with the Session, so I went home to tend to the dogs. When I walked back into the church to pick up Dad later, Alex said my name in a weird voice he occasionally does. It's like a high pitched voice... a "gay" voice if you will.
That was all that happened really.
Not much else to report today. My sister-in-law is here now with the niece. I really dislike babies so I'm sitting on the floor in the bathroom right now hiding out lol. I've been in here for a half hour now so I don't think my cover of an upset stomach is going to last much longer.
Oh, regarding the last post:
Personally, I'm torn between what I think I should do. On one hand I want to talk to him, but we all know I've wanted to do that before but always chickened out. On the other hand I want to do the sexual stuff cos, let's face it, it's fun doing it with someone else!
I will have my laptop in the tent with us, so be online tomorrow night (my time.), and I might let you say hi to him. He may "accidentally" stumble upon my blog too cos I have it favorited. Not to mention the porn :p
Okay, I guess I've got to go out and spend some time with family.... ugh...
Today, he tapped me on the shoulder to get my attention about something, then later he tapped my knee to turn my attention to dead blades of grass that he was plucking from the bottom of his shoes o.O
Then I was drawing, as I sometimes do, on the back of the bulletin handout. Today, it was a weird bug and some UFOs lol. He looked at the strange looking bug and said, laughing, "What is wrong with you?" Then when I got up to leave at the end of church he said as I was folding up the bulletin, "You should be an artist." Not sure if he meant that seriously or not; I think he was joking.
Dad had a meeting after church with the Session, so I went home to tend to the dogs. When I walked back into the church to pick up Dad later, Alex said my name in a weird voice he occasionally does. It's like a high pitched voice... a "gay" voice if you will.
That was all that happened really.
Not much else to report today. My sister-in-law is here now with the niece. I really dislike babies so I'm sitting on the floor in the bathroom right now hiding out lol. I've been in here for a half hour now so I don't think my cover of an upset stomach is going to last much longer.
Oh, regarding the last post:
Personally, I'm torn between what I think I should do. On one hand I want to talk to him, but we all know I've wanted to do that before but always chickened out. On the other hand I want to do the sexual stuff cos, let's face it, it's fun doing it with someone else!
I will have my laptop in the tent with us, so be online tomorrow night (my time.), and I might let you say hi to him. He may "accidentally" stumble upon my blog too cos I have it favorited. Not to mention the porn :p
Okay, I guess I've got to go out and spend some time with family.... ugh...
Friday, August 14, 2009
Can't think of a title...
Got my new laptop today :D
It's an Acer Notebook. It was the best deal they had. I've got 15 days to decide if I like it or not, but I think I'm going to keep it.
Alex said we canmasturbate together camp out on Monday night....
I dunno what I should do... Should I do like Mr. HCI and others have said and talk to him? Or should I just go with it?
Meh... I dunno...
It's an Acer Notebook. It was the best deal they had. I've got 15 days to decide if I like it or not, but I think I'm going to keep it.
Alex said we can
I dunno what I should do... Should I do like Mr. HCI and others have said and talk to him? Or should I just go with it?
Meh... I dunno...
Thursday, August 13, 2009
Back From Vacation... Some Updates
Finally got back from vacation today! :)
First off, let me go over some important things that have happened since I went away:
1. Obviously I still have my own computer, though I borrowed Mom's while we were away to check my regular email. I didn't dare check blogs or my blog email on her computer :\
2. Kelsey gave me her phone number! :O
Last week she wrote on Facebook "Text me." For folks that aren't familiar with Facebook, this message can be seen by everyone who is "friends" with her. I commented, "I would if I knew your number :p"
Then a few days later a guy also commented on it, saying, "I think he just hit on you... just saying :p lol" Then that night she sent me her number on Facebook :O
I got it when I checked my email the other day, but I didn't send her a message until just a few minutes ago... No word back from her yet... *bites finger nails*
Seriously, I would go straight if I had a chance with her. For the time being I may be posting stuff about me chasing after her instead of Alex :p She's way out of my league though. We used to be good friends in 6th grade, but that was 5 years ago. All the guys in school are lining up for a chance with her. She's very popular. I'll post about her and I in 6th grade when I get a chance.
3. I've found some laptops that I'm interested in.
Here is one. Obviously there are some restrictions with buying a small laptop; the memory capacity, no CD drive, etc...
Dad says that by the time I get the extra memory or whatever and the CD drive, it would cost as much as a regular size laptop. So I've also been looking at those.
Thanks to Steevo who sent me a bunch of info about refurbished computers or something like that, but we really don't have a problem affording a new computer. So thanks, but no thanks :)
4. No word from Alex yet about camping. I sent him a message today asking if he picked a night yet. I also said that it's going to be nice the remainder of this week, but rainy next week. So we really only have tomorrow (Friday) to do it. Saturday we can't cos we have to get up early for church, and Sunday I can't do it cos I've got an eye appointment Monday morning. Monday night we can do it I suppose. It's going to rain Tuesday-Thursday tho. I dunno if it's going to rain after Thursday or not since the forecast doesn't extend more than a week.
He brought up camping last week, but now he's not showing any interest -_-
I think that's all the updates I'm going to post for now. I'll post the pics I took while I was on vacation tomorrow and explain what I did, where I went, etc.
An hour later and Kelsey hasn't texted me back yet :\
First off, let me go over some important things that have happened since I went away:
1. Obviously I still have my own computer, though I borrowed Mom's while we were away to check my regular email. I didn't dare check blogs or my blog email on her computer :\
2. Kelsey gave me her phone number! :O
Last week she wrote on Facebook "Text me." For folks that aren't familiar with Facebook, this message can be seen by everyone who is "friends" with her. I commented, "I would if I knew your number :p"
Then a few days later a guy also commented on it, saying, "I think he just hit on you... just saying :p lol" Then that night she sent me her number on Facebook :O
I got it when I checked my email the other day, but I didn't send her a message until just a few minutes ago... No word back from her yet... *bites finger nails*
Seriously, I would go straight if I had a chance with her. For the time being I may be posting stuff about me chasing after her instead of Alex :p She's way out of my league though. We used to be good friends in 6th grade, but that was 5 years ago. All the guys in school are lining up for a chance with her. She's very popular. I'll post about her and I in 6th grade when I get a chance.
3. I've found some laptops that I'm interested in.
Here is one. Obviously there are some restrictions with buying a small laptop; the memory capacity, no CD drive, etc...
Dad says that by the time I get the extra memory or whatever and the CD drive, it would cost as much as a regular size laptop. So I've also been looking at those.
Thanks to Steevo who sent me a bunch of info about refurbished computers or something like that, but we really don't have a problem affording a new computer. So thanks, but no thanks :)
4. No word from Alex yet about camping. I sent him a message today asking if he picked a night yet. I also said that it's going to be nice the remainder of this week, but rainy next week. So we really only have tomorrow (Friday) to do it. Saturday we can't cos we have to get up early for church, and Sunday I can't do it cos I've got an eye appointment Monday morning. Monday night we can do it I suppose. It's going to rain Tuesday-Thursday tho. I dunno if it's going to rain after Thursday or not since the forecast doesn't extend more than a week.
He brought up camping last week, but now he's not showing any interest -_-
I think that's all the updates I'm going to post for now. I'll post the pics I took while I was on vacation tomorrow and explain what I did, where I went, etc.
An hour later and Kelsey hasn't texted me back yet :\
Sunday, August 9, 2009
Tweet Tweet
I was chatting to Courage last night, and he came up with a brilliant suggesting; join Twitter again and tweet from my phone! AH! Why didn't I think of that earlier?
So, I got a new twitter account and made it so you can see my tweets right over there ------>
Just like before.
Anyway, as you can see I still have my computer. I guess this will be the last week I have it tho. Dad said we'll get a new one before school starts at the end of the month.
I will definitely not be posting tomorrow (Monday) through Wednesday or Thursday since I'll be away. I'll be sure to take lots of pics to post when I come back :) I thought we were going to be gone through Friday which is why I said goodbye on the last post, but I guess that's not the case.
Alex never brought up going with me after I asked him a couple days ago so I didn't bother mentioning it today. Although I did ask him a couple days ago whether he wanted to camp out tonight or not cos it's going to be purrrfect weather, but he said not tonight. So I told him to check the weather often and pick a night after I get back. I placed the ball in his court again; we'll see if he remembers.
See ya guys later!
Remember, I'll be tweeting often :)
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Love this:
"Ginny" from Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince
So, I got a new twitter account and made it so you can see my tweets right over there ------>
Just like before.
Anyway, as you can see I still have my computer. I guess this will be the last week I have it tho. Dad said we'll get a new one before school starts at the end of the month.
I will definitely not be posting tomorrow (Monday) through Wednesday or Thursday since I'll be away. I'll be sure to take lots of pics to post when I come back :) I thought we were going to be gone through Friday which is why I said goodbye on the last post, but I guess that's not the case.
Alex never brought up going with me after I asked him a couple days ago so I didn't bother mentioning it today. Although I did ask him a couple days ago whether he wanted to camp out tonight or not cos it's going to be purrrfect weather, but he said not tonight. So I told him to check the weather often and pick a night after I get back. I placed the ball in his court again; we'll see if he remembers.
See ya guys later!
Remember, I'll be tweeting often :)
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Love this:
"Ginny" from Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Camping Again?
I was sitting outside earlier this evening enjoying the nice cool air. Alex and Joe were over at his, Alex's, house playing hockey. Joe went home once it started getting dark. Alex brought the hockey net back over. I glanced over at him when he came around the corner of the garage to put the net in place. After seeing it was him (I wasn't sure what it was cos I just heard a noise) I looked back ahead of me. Then I noticed that he was making his way over to me.
He said, "If you want to camp out next week sometime, let me know." I told him I can't next week cos Mom and I are going away. Then he said that he only has band camp a couple days the following week, so we can do it sometime then.
It's funny cos I was just thinking this morning (or was it yesterday morning? Idk) about getting the tent out again for a few days.
Btw, he was the one who brought it up so I guess he really does want to do it again. The question is, what will he want to do inside the tent? :p jk jk
After Alex left, Mom called. She said that since no one else wants to go with her and I on vacation, I can ask Alex if he wants to go along. So I sent him a message asking him, but I know he already had his phone shut off cos he was going right to bed he said. He has a cold plus band camp early tomorrow. But if he doesn't respond by Sunday, I may ask him in church if I feel like it. Since I haven't talked to him in like a month I feel a bit weird asking if he wants to go away with me for 5 days :\ So I probably won't press the issue by asking a second time.
I thought about telling him I'm going back to his school, but I didn't.
He said, "If you want to camp out next week sometime, let me know." I told him I can't next week cos Mom and I are going away. Then he said that he only has band camp a couple days the following week, so we can do it sometime then.
It's funny cos I was just thinking this morning (or was it yesterday morning? Idk) about getting the tent out again for a few days.
Btw, he was the one who brought it up so I guess he really does want to do it again. The question is, what will he want to do inside the tent? :p jk jk
After Alex left, Mom called. She said that since no one else wants to go with her and I on vacation, I can ask Alex if he wants to go along. So I sent him a message asking him, but I know he already had his phone shut off cos he was going right to bed he said. He has a cold plus band camp early tomorrow. But if he doesn't respond by Sunday, I may ask him in church if I feel like it. Since I haven't talked to him in like a month I feel a bit weird asking if he wants to go away with me for 5 days :\ So I probably won't press the issue by asking a second time.
I thought about telling him I'm going back to his school, but I didn't.
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Well, I took the tent down this afternoon.
Hearing nothing from Alex about it since Sunday, I sent him a message this morning asking if he wanted to do it tonight and if not that I was going to just take the tent down today instead of tomorrow.
He said that he really didn't want to do it tonight, "but maybe sometime in the next couple weeks."
So I sent back saying that I'm not going to get the tent out again unless he picks a date to do it on. I mean, it's pointless for me to get it out just for myself. It's kinda boring/lonely camping out by yourself.
So since it's up to him now I'm betting that we won't do it again...
Whatever
Hearing nothing from Alex about it since Sunday, I sent him a message this morning asking if he wanted to do it tonight and if not that I was going to just take the tent down today instead of tomorrow.
He said that he really didn't want to do it tonight, "but maybe sometime in the next couple weeks."
So I sent back saying that I'm not going to get the tent out again unless he picks a date to do it on. I mean, it's pointless for me to get it out just for myself. It's kinda boring/lonely camping out by yourself.
So since it's up to him now I'm betting that we won't do it again...
Whatever
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Broadcasting Live From Inside the Tent
So... yeah...
I'm laying on the air mattress inside the tent right now.
I just got in the mood to go camping today. So... here I am!
First, let me backtrack a day...
Saturday, my brother and his wife along with their new baby showed up at our place. They visited for a little while and showed off the new addition to their family. Then they announced that they were going to come to church today O.O
Okay, that's all well and good I guess... Except you have a new born... Who cries...
She was actually quiet in church today however.
Right after church Alex ask if I wanted to take his recycling stuff for him. Okay, sure.
For lunch I was going to make so Hamburger Microwavable stuff for myself. I dumped the stuff out of the packets into a plastic bowl and set it in the microwave then set it for 7 minutes. My brother, wife, and baby stayed downstairs while Dad and I went up to change our clothes.
After about 5 minutes, my brother started yelling my name and told me to rush downstairs. I went down and the kitchen was full of smoke and the place smelled so bad!
I opened the microwave only to have a plume of greenish/yellow smoke gush out into my face. I covered my face and went to throw open all the windows. Brother, wife, and baby rushed upstairs, only to be driven back down and outside by the smoke/smell.
After most of the smoke cleared away, I saw that the macaroni in the bowl was all black, and the bottom of the bowl melted to the microwave tray!
My brother grabbed it and took it outside.
Meanwhile, I got fans in the windows to suck the air outside.
All the while though, my brother is laughing because I forgot to put the water in the stuff. Because he's laughing, I'm getting all upset and mad. He kept saying stuff about not adding the water then he asked me, "Pete! Did you forget to add the water?" So I said, "Will you shut up about it already?!?!"
"You made a mistake. Big deal! No need to get all upset about it."
"Maybe if you shut up about it I won't get all upset!"
He just walked away. I saw Dad was chuckling to himself about it all. Finally I started to find it funny and we all started joking about it afterwards.
It still smells in the kitchen lol
I guess you just had to be there.
Anyway, then I sent Alex a message asking when he wanted to take the recycling stuff. Go figure, he didn't answer. So after a few hours I sent one saying that I didn't have all day to wait around. I had stuff I had to do ffs!
He showed up 2 minutes later.
I had to run up to Mom's first tho to drop off some things. While we were up there I decided to take him to the haunted house. I can't really describe it. I'll take pics next time. Then we took a detour over to a bridge that has some graffiti on it. It's my last name only spelled differently so it's made into the word "shits", only with the other letters of my last name put in it. It's hard to understand unless you know what my last name is.
Finally we went to the recycling thing... only to find it was full...
-_-
During this time I never said anything about what I posted about a few days ago. I probably never will either...
Once we got back I got in the mood for camping.
I sent him a message saying that I was putting the tent up today and leaving it up 'til Wednesday. Then I told him to let me know if he wants to camp out any of those nights.
No word back yet, but I'm in here anyway.... alone...
:(
Oh well...
Btw, I hope to get back into using Twitter again. I haven't posted in awhile on there. I dunno if people even check for my updates.
I'm laying on the air mattress inside the tent right now.
I just got in the mood to go camping today. So... here I am!
First, let me backtrack a day...
Saturday, my brother and his wife along with their new baby showed up at our place. They visited for a little while and showed off the new addition to their family. Then they announced that they were going to come to church today O.O
Okay, that's all well and good I guess... Except you have a new born... Who cries...
She was actually quiet in church today however.
Right after church Alex ask if I wanted to take his recycling stuff for him. Okay, sure.
For lunch I was going to make so Hamburger Microwavable stuff for myself. I dumped the stuff out of the packets into a plastic bowl and set it in the microwave then set it for 7 minutes. My brother, wife, and baby stayed downstairs while Dad and I went up to change our clothes.
After about 5 minutes, my brother started yelling my name and told me to rush downstairs. I went down and the kitchen was full of smoke and the place smelled so bad!
I opened the microwave only to have a plume of greenish/yellow smoke gush out into my face. I covered my face and went to throw open all the windows. Brother, wife, and baby rushed upstairs, only to be driven back down and outside by the smoke/smell.
After most of the smoke cleared away, I saw that the macaroni in the bowl was all black, and the bottom of the bowl melted to the microwave tray!
My brother grabbed it and took it outside.
Meanwhile, I got fans in the windows to suck the air outside.
All the while though, my brother is laughing because I forgot to put the water in the stuff. Because he's laughing, I'm getting all upset and mad. He kept saying stuff about not adding the water then he asked me, "Pete! Did you forget to add the water?" So I said, "Will you shut up about it already?!?!"
"You made a mistake. Big deal! No need to get all upset about it."
"Maybe if you shut up about it I won't get all upset!"
He just walked away. I saw Dad was chuckling to himself about it all. Finally I started to find it funny and we all started joking about it afterwards.
It still smells in the kitchen lol
I guess you just had to be there.
Anyway, then I sent Alex a message asking when he wanted to take the recycling stuff. Go figure, he didn't answer. So after a few hours I sent one saying that I didn't have all day to wait around. I had stuff I had to do ffs!
He showed up 2 minutes later.
I had to run up to Mom's first tho to drop off some things. While we were up there I decided to take him to the haunted house. I can't really describe it. I'll take pics next time. Then we took a detour over to a bridge that has some graffiti on it. It's my last name only spelled differently so it's made into the word "shits", only with the other letters of my last name put in it. It's hard to understand unless you know what my last name is.
Finally we went to the recycling thing... only to find it was full...
-_-
During this time I never said anything about what I posted about a few days ago. I probably never will either...
Once we got back I got in the mood for camping.
I sent him a message saying that I was putting the tent up today and leaving it up 'til Wednesday. Then I told him to let me know if he wants to camp out any of those nights.
No word back yet, but I'm in here anyway.... alone...
:(
Oh well...
Btw, I hope to get back into using Twitter again. I haven't posted in awhile on there. I dunno if people even check for my updates.
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Great Time
Well, let's continue from the last post.
Alex got back from the bike trail, and helped his dad with the firewood stuff or whatever.
Then at 8:15 he sent me a txt saying that they were going out the get ice cream.
Between the time he left and the time he got back, Alex2 just randomly comes over and checks out the tent. I wasn't in it, but Dad was sitting on the porch and saw him there. So I was forced to sit and make small talk with him until Alex came back from the ice cream place. Alex2 again brought up the fact(?) that Alex and Joe are "way too close."
An hour and 15 minutes later (9:30), Alex finally got back home. It took us 15 more minutes just to get rid of Alex2.
After Alex2 left, Alex said, "Okay, let's go to the tent."
"Um, wait. What about the movie?"
"I don't really feel like watching it now."
Okay, he didn't want to watch the movie. No biggy. That just meant that we had more time in the tent :p
Once in the tent, the sexual stuff started happening almost instantly. I don't mean physical sexual stuff. Just the verbal stuff (ie him taking everything I say and spinning it into a sexual reference). We chatted for awhile until around midnight. I can't remember most of what was said or what we talked about. Throughout this time, he kept making small moves to instigate us masturbating together.
For example, he kept reminding me of things we used to say and do last year. Stuff which I can't say here because Matt just told me not to.
And, of course, he kept "readjusting" and "scratching" himself. As usual I asked if he wanted help. Most of the time he responded, "I'm good thanks."
Then at ~11:30 he asked, "So, is it almost time for your masturbation session yet?"
Well, that was the kickoff that started us wanking together. He wouldn't let me touch him, so no handjobs lol.
Okay, well, I'm not really sure if I should put in all the details or not. I've already done it when I described camping last year. So I guess I will now too. Plus it's fun to relive it :p
Anyway, to start off, I don't like to just pull it out in front of everyone when it's not hard lol. So I was underneath a heating blanket. So I'm tyring to get hard under the blanket when Alex asks, "I thought you didn't like doing it under a blanket?"
"No, I don't."
"Well here then, let me help you." Then he grabs the corner of the blanket and yanks if off me (just like he did last year).
Then a few minutes later he says, "It's really hot in here. I'm gonna take my pants and boxers off."
:O
OMG!
I could have cum right there!!!
We ended up having a race to see who could cum first. I won :p I'm pretty sure he let me win tho.
He kept asking me if I was close to finishing yet. When I'd say "no" he'd say, "Come on Peter, beat that meat!" and he'd repeat the "beat that meat" part a couple times. Things like that are the last thing that I'd expect to come from his mouth lol.
Anyway, like I said, I won :p Not by much though. He said (as it was dark I couldn't see) that he shot pretty far; all the way up to the top of his chest almost on his neck where he had his shirt pushed up to.
Okay, I've got to say it. I think Alex has the cutest dick I've ever seen lol.
So, after we did that we were both getting tired. It was already past midnight.
He fell asleep pretty quickly actually lol. But the neighbor's dog wouldn't shut up, so I didn't get to sleep so easily. Actually, while I'm waiting to fall asleep, I just lay there and watch Alex sleeping. Creepy?
At about ~2:30, Matt sent me a text asking what happened. I forgot to put my cell phone of vibrate, so it made the beeping sound that I have it set to make when I get a new text message. Surprisingly, this woke Alex up (he's a pretty heavy sleeper). He got up and said, "I have to pee. Should I walk to the edge of the hill and go?"
lol
Thinking that would be a bit dangerous for a person half asleep, I told him to just go on the other side of the boat. Then that made me have to go too lol. I guess we could have been more civilized and went inside, but it was 2:30 am and we were both half asleep.
Then when we got back in the tent, Alex said that he was cold now. I had been using the heating blanket the whole time. So I threw as much over his sleeping bag as I could without leaving me exposed lol. It wasn't working too well, so one of us had to move closer to the other so we could both get enough. I was the one to move because he was asleep already lol.
For the next 5 hours we slept less than a foot away from each other. I was sooo tempted to just throw my arms around him and cuddle with him, but I resisted the urge :p
I woke up at 6ish when the birds started singing. I couldn't do anything but lay there waiting for him to wake up. Finally he did at 9.
He asked if I was gonna masturbate again since he knows I usually do it before bed and after I wake up. I said that I could, and asked if he was again. He said he wasn't going to go the whole way, but that he would give me some visual aide :D
So, I used up two more tissues this morning. Between the two of us, I used 5 while he used 3. That's 8 less tissues I have to worry about now :p
I did ask him last night when he wants to camp out again. He just shrugged. And when he left he just said "See ya later."
So no more plans have been made to do anything as of yet.
So, what do you guys think?
Alex got back from the bike trail, and helped his dad with the firewood stuff or whatever.
Then at 8:15 he sent me a txt saying that they were going out the get ice cream.
Between the time he left and the time he got back, Alex2 just randomly comes over and checks out the tent. I wasn't in it, but Dad was sitting on the porch and saw him there. So I was forced to sit and make small talk with him until Alex came back from the ice cream place. Alex2 again brought up the fact(?) that Alex and Joe are "way too close."
An hour and 15 minutes later (9:30), Alex finally got back home. It took us 15 more minutes just to get rid of Alex2.
After Alex2 left, Alex said, "Okay, let's go to the tent."
"Um, wait. What about the movie?"
"I don't really feel like watching it now."
Okay, he didn't want to watch the movie. No biggy. That just meant that we had more time in the tent :p
Once in the tent, the sexual stuff started happening almost instantly. I don't mean physical sexual stuff. Just the verbal stuff (ie him taking everything I say and spinning it into a sexual reference). We chatted for awhile until around midnight. I can't remember most of what was said or what we talked about. Throughout this time, he kept making small moves to instigate us masturbating together.
For example, he kept reminding me of things we used to say and do last year. Stuff which I can't say here because Matt just told me not to.
And, of course, he kept "readjusting" and "scratching" himself. As usual I asked if he wanted help. Most of the time he responded, "I'm good thanks."
Then at ~11:30 he asked, "So, is it almost time for your masturbation session yet?"
Well, that was the kickoff that started us wanking together. He wouldn't let me touch him, so no handjobs lol.
Okay, well, I'm not really sure if I should put in all the details or not. I've already done it when I described camping last year. So I guess I will now too. Plus it's fun to relive it :p
Anyway, to start off, I don't like to just pull it out in front of everyone when it's not hard lol. So I was underneath a heating blanket. So I'm tyring to get hard under the blanket when Alex asks, "I thought you didn't like doing it under a blanket?"
"No, I don't."
"Well here then, let me help you." Then he grabs the corner of the blanket and yanks if off me (just like he did last year).
Then a few minutes later he says, "It's really hot in here. I'm gonna take my pants and boxers off."
:O
OMG!
I could have cum right there!!!
We ended up having a race to see who could cum first. I won :p I'm pretty sure he let me win tho.
He kept asking me if I was close to finishing yet. When I'd say "no" he'd say, "Come on Peter, beat that meat!" and he'd repeat the "beat that meat" part a couple times. Things like that are the last thing that I'd expect to come from his mouth lol.
Anyway, like I said, I won :p Not by much though. He said (as it was dark I couldn't see) that he shot pretty far; all the way up to the top of his chest almost on his neck where he had his shirt pushed up to.
Okay, I've got to say it. I think Alex has the cutest dick I've ever seen lol.
So, after we did that we were both getting tired. It was already past midnight.
He fell asleep pretty quickly actually lol. But the neighbor's dog wouldn't shut up, so I didn't get to sleep so easily. Actually, while I'm waiting to fall asleep, I just lay there and watch Alex sleeping. Creepy?
At about ~2:30, Matt sent me a text asking what happened. I forgot to put my cell phone of vibrate, so it made the beeping sound that I have it set to make when I get a new text message. Surprisingly, this woke Alex up (he's a pretty heavy sleeper). He got up and said, "I have to pee. Should I walk to the edge of the hill and go?"
lol
Thinking that would be a bit dangerous for a person half asleep, I told him to just go on the other side of the boat. Then that made me have to go too lol. I guess we could have been more civilized and went inside, but it was 2:30 am and we were both half asleep.
Then when we got back in the tent, Alex said that he was cold now. I had been using the heating blanket the whole time. So I threw as much over his sleeping bag as I could without leaving me exposed lol. It wasn't working too well, so one of us had to move closer to the other so we could both get enough. I was the one to move because he was asleep already lol.
For the next 5 hours we slept less than a foot away from each other. I was sooo tempted to just throw my arms around him and cuddle with him, but I resisted the urge :p
I woke up at 6ish when the birds started singing. I couldn't do anything but lay there waiting for him to wake up. Finally he did at 9.
He asked if I was gonna masturbate again since he knows I usually do it before bed and after I wake up. I said that I could, and asked if he was again. He said he wasn't going to go the whole way, but that he would give me some visual aide :D
So, I used up two more tissues this morning. Between the two of us, I used 5 while he used 3. That's 8 less tissues I have to worry about now :p
I did ask him last night when he wants to camp out again. He just shrugged. And when he left he just said "See ya later."
So no more plans have been made to do anything as of yet.
So, what do you guys think?
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Woot!!
Well...
Alex sent me this about 10 minutes ago:
"We can camp out tonight. We are going on the bike trail at 4:30 so I'll be over when we get back."
I replied:
"Ok great!"
Then he sent this a few minutes later:
I lied... we can still camp out, but Dad wants to cut firewood when we get back."
OMG!
I almost had a heart attack when I read the "I lied..." part!
Anyway, I replied:
"Lol ok. If you still want to watch the movie (Valkyrie) then try to be here between 8-9. Or whenever I guess"
So...
I'm really excited, happy, and a bit nervous at the same time...
Alex sent me this about 10 minutes ago:
"We can camp out tonight. We are going on the bike trail at 4:30 so I'll be over when we get back."
I replied:
"Ok great!"
Then he sent this a few minutes later:
I lied... we can still camp out, but Dad wants to cut firewood when we get back."
OMG!
I almost had a heart attack when I read the "I lied..." part!
Anyway, I replied:
"Lol ok. If you still want to watch the movie (Valkyrie) then try to be here between 8-9. Or whenever I guess"
So...
I'm really excited, happy, and a bit nervous at the same time...
Slight Change of Plans...
Well, Dad wants to cut the grass on Wednesday before the rain gets here on Thursday.
That means I'll have to take the tent down a day early, which means that tonight is the only day left to camp out for right now.
I sent a message to Alex this morning saying all that. No response back as of yet.
I'm not going to send anymore messages about it today, he knows what's happening and it's up to him to decide now.
If we don't do it tonight (notice I didn't say, "... do 'it'..." :p), then we'll just have to figure out another time.
That other time is going to be decided by him ahead of time though.
That means I'll have to take the tent down a day early, which means that tonight is the only day left to camp out for right now.
I sent a message to Alex this morning saying all that. No response back as of yet.
I'm not going to send anymore messages about it today, he knows what's happening and it's up to him to decide now.
If we don't do it tonight (notice I didn't say, "... do 'it'..." :p), then we'll just have to figure out another time.
That other time is going to be decided by him ahead of time though.
Monday, June 22, 2009
Camping: Day 1
I decided to put the tent up today and leave it up until Thursday morning. I'm going to be sleeping in it tonight, tomorrow night, and probably Wednesday night. I told Alex that he had those nights to choose from if he wanted to do it now.
Wednesday night is iffy. It all depends on how soon the rain gets here. Right now it's forecast to be here Thursday afternoon, but that is subject to debate.
Anyway, I'm laying here in the tent... alone... Alex never responded to the text message so I wonder if he's really as enthusiastic as it seemed he was?
Anywho, that's all for today.
Wednesday night is iffy. It all depends on how soon the rain gets here. Right now it's forecast to be here Thursday afternoon, but that is subject to debate.
Anyway, I'm laying here in the tent... alone... Alex never responded to the text message so I wonder if he's really as enthusiastic as it seemed he was?
Anywho, that's all for today.
Sunday, June 21, 2009
Planning...
Okay, so I'm going to start using the "Save as Draft" option from now on. That way I won't be making multiple posts about what happened during the day.
So, I guess I'll start with what happened in church. No, wait. Let's skip back to last night instead.
Since Alex keeps asking when we're going to camp out, I decided to check the weather forecast for this week. It's going to be nice from today (Sun.) all the way through Wednesday.
So today in church I asked him how soon he wanted to camp out. I think he just shrugged. Then I told him about the forecast for this week, and that we can do it between today and Wednesday if he wanted to do it this soon. He shrugged again and said we can talk about it later.
So I'm guessing he means tonight?
We'll see...
*Saves as draft*
Nope. Didn't sit out tonight either.
I did however get the tent down from the attic. So, it's ready to be put up. We just have to plan when...
Alright, I'm not staying awake any longer. I want to get up early and walk tomorrow, but I got caught up with a TV show that I'm going to bed too late now.
=_=
So, I guess I'll start with what happened in church. No, wait. Let's skip back to last night instead.
Since Alex keeps asking when we're going to camp out, I decided to check the weather forecast for this week. It's going to be nice from today (Sun.) all the way through Wednesday.
So today in church I asked him how soon he wanted to camp out. I think he just shrugged. Then I told him about the forecast for this week, and that we can do it between today and Wednesday if he wanted to do it this soon. He shrugged again and said we can talk about it later.
So I'm guessing he means tonight?
We'll see...
*Saves as draft*
Nope. Didn't sit out tonight either.
I did however get the tent down from the attic. So, it's ready to be put up. We just have to plan when...
Alright, I'm not staying awake any longer. I want to get up early and walk tomorrow, but I got caught up with a TV show that I'm going to bed too late now.
=_=
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