Happy Easter

Easter, for me, started at 5am when I got up to get ready for the Sunrise Service we do every year to mark when the women went to Jesus's tomb and discovered the stone had been rolled away, and the angel appeared and told them he wasn't there. Or something like that; I was half asleep when Dad was talking about that lol. Dad said as we were driving to the church at 6:30, "If those women hadn't gotten up so early, *we* wouldn't have to either!"

lol

This is what I wore:


Later we had a normal church service. My brother, his wife and baby came. Mom showed up too which surprised me cos she rarely comes since her and dad are divorced.

They, except Mom, came to our house for lunch. Later one of my other brothers came for dinner.

So, nothing really too special today.

Hope everyone had a good Easter. Back to work/school tomorrow (for me anyway).

Well, Alex seemed more friendlier towards me in church this morning. As of late, it's not uncommon for either of us to really talk to each other in church. In other words, we barely say anything to each other, usually.

Today, he tapped me on the shoulder to get my attention about something, then later he tapped my knee to turn my attention to dead blades of grass that he was plucking from the bottom of his shoes o.O

Then I was drawing, as I sometimes do, on the back of the bulletin handout. Today, it was a weird bug and some UFOs lol. He looked at the strange looking bug and said, laughing, "What is wrong with you?" Then when I got up to leave at the end of church he said as I was folding up the bulletin, "You should be an artist." Not sure if he meant that seriously or not; I think he was joking.

Dad had a meeting after church with the Session, so I went home to tend to the dogs. When I walked back into the church to pick up Dad later, Alex said my name in a weird voice he occasionally does. It's like a high pitched voice... a "gay" voice if you will.

That was all that happened really.


Not much else to report today. My sister-in-law is here now with the niece. I really dislike babies so I'm sitting on the floor in the bathroom right now hiding out lol. I've been in here for a half hour now so I don't think my cover of an upset stomach is going to last much longer.


Oh, regarding the last post:

Personally, I'm torn between what I think I should do. On one hand I want to talk to him, but we all know I've wanted to do that before but always chickened out. On the other hand I want to do the sexual stuff cos, let's face it, it's fun doing it with someone else!

I will have my laptop in the tent with us, so be online tomorrow night (my time.), and I might let you say hi to him. He may "accidentally" stumble upon my blog too cos I have it favorited. Not to mention the porn :p

Okay, I guess I've got to go out and spend some time with family.... ugh...

Broadcasting Live From Inside the Tent

So... yeah...

I'm laying on the air mattress inside the tent right now.

I just got in the mood to go camping today. So... here I am!


First, let me backtrack a day...

Saturday, my brother and his wife along with their new baby showed up at our place. They visited for a little while and showed off the new addition to their family. Then they announced that they were going to come to church today O.O

Okay, that's all well and good I guess... Except you have a new born... Who cries...

She was actually quiet in church today however.

Right after church Alex ask if I wanted to take his recycling stuff for him. Okay, sure.

For lunch I was going to make so Hamburger Microwavable stuff for myself. I dumped the stuff out of the packets into a plastic bowl and set it in the microwave then set it for 7 minutes. My brother, wife, and baby stayed downstairs while Dad and I went up to change our clothes.

After about 5 minutes, my brother started yelling my name and told me to rush downstairs. I went down and the kitchen was full of smoke and the place smelled so bad!

I opened the microwave only to have a plume of greenish/yellow smoke gush out into my face. I covered my face and went to throw open all the windows. Brother, wife, and baby rushed upstairs, only to be driven back down and outside by the smoke/smell.

After most of the smoke cleared away, I saw that the macaroni in the bowl was all black, and the bottom of the bowl melted to the microwave tray!

My brother grabbed it and took it outside.

Meanwhile, I got fans in the windows to suck the air outside.

All the while though, my brother is laughing because I forgot to put the water in the stuff. Because he's laughing, I'm getting all upset and mad. He kept saying stuff about not adding the water then he asked me, "Pete! Did you forget to add the water?" So I said, "Will you shut up about it already?!?!"

"You made a mistake. Big deal! No need to get all upset about it."

"Maybe if you shut up about it I won't get all upset!"

He just walked away. I saw Dad was chuckling to himself about it all. Finally I started to find it funny and we all started joking about it afterwards.

It still smells in the kitchen lol

I guess you just had to be there.

Anyway, then I sent Alex a message asking when he wanted to take the recycling stuff. Go figure, he didn't answer. So after a few hours I sent one saying that I didn't have all day to wait around. I had stuff I had to do ffs!

He showed up 2 minutes later.

I had to run up to Mom's first tho to drop off some things. While we were up there I decided to take him to the haunted house. I can't really describe it. I'll take pics next time. Then we took a detour over to a bridge that has some graffiti on it. It's my last name only spelled differently so it's made into the word "shits", only with the other letters of my last name put in it. It's hard to understand unless you know what my last name is.

Finally we went to the recycling thing... only to find it was full...

-_-

During this time I never said anything about what I posted about a few days ago. I probably never will either...

Once we got back I got in the mood for camping.

I sent him a message saying that I was putting the tent up today and leaving it up 'til Wednesday. Then I told him to let me know if he wants to camp out any of those nights.

No word back yet, but I'm in here anyway.... alone...

:(

Oh well...

Btw, I hope to get back into using Twitter again. I haven't posted in awhile on there. I dunno if people even check for my updates.

Summer Is Here. Yay?

I'm done with school for the next 3 months :D

So... Now what?

I don't know.


Alex brought up camping a few times the last time I saw him. So I guess we can start planning that out.

I probably won't talk to him on Sunday since I'll be pretty tied up with my whole family being around and all.

The majority of my Summer is gonna be spent in boredom I'm sure. There aren't any places hiring anywhere near here. I lost the trailer, so that means no lawn mowing business -_-

I guess I'll have more time to focus on my other blogs now. Though I am thinking about deleting my Civil War blog. I'm not really into that very much anymore. I'll probably also work on my 3D models. I haven't touched them in a long time. I'll post some pics if you're interested.

*crickets chirp*

Tumble weed rolls by*

Okay...

Guess you're not.


I'll also be online more now that school is done. Although, I may have to do Summer School because somehow I'm missing an English credit. I can take one full English course, and two electives in English next year. That will give me two credits in English. That'll be enough to graduate.


Dunno what else to talk about right now.

So...


OMG

I keep having these dreams. They all take place inside the tent while Alex and I are camping out. They're all sexual in nature for the most part. But they always end with us falling asleep in each other's arms, and they just have this love feeling to them

*warm, fuzzy feeling*

Maybe they're telling me I need jump on camping plans :p


Okay, that's all for now.

Oh no. One more thing:

Alex also sounded interested in seeing Valkyrie. So maybe there's an oppurtunity for a sleepover there? IDK