I need some opinions and advice...
As you may know, I am finishing up my first year of college. Scheduling for next semester started this week and it has really made me think about my future and if this major is really what I want to do with my life. Right now I am majoring in Computer-Aided Drafting Technologies and will graduate with an Associates in Applied Science degree. After graduating I would (hopefully) get a job as an architectural drafter making plans and 3D models of architectural projects and such.
I like doing it, but....
Next semester I can do what is called "Cooperative Education" or just Co-Op. Co-Op is where you get a job while you're in school and you'll receive credit for it. So I was looking for jobs over the weekend and basically there are no openings right now and I would have to Co-Op over the summer because of my full schedule in the fall. Soooo I was looking for other jobs and found one at the place my sister-in-law, brother, and also my friend Andrew work. Both my sister-in-law and Andrew quit college to work there. I wouldn't be able to work there for Co-Op credits though since the job doesn't pertain to my major.
What is this job and what's so good about it?
The job title is Material Analyst I. The site doesn't really say a whole lot about the position so I'll have to ask my sister-in-law about it when I see her Sunday. But here's the tempting part: it pays $14.59 per hour plus benefits :O That salary is well above minimum wage.
So I've come a point in life where I can either stay on the road I'm currently driving on, or I can turn off and take a different route. I can either finish school and start my career in architectural drafting, or I can apply and take at least a year off school if I get hired. If at the end of that year I decide this job isn't for me, then I can always go back to school.
So that's what I'm debating right now. Any advice or anything?
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Wednesday, April 20, 2011
Friday, July 2, 2010
Dentists, Baseball Games, and Automobiles
Yesterday was a really busy day!
In the morning, I had to go to the dentist to get my first cavity since I was a kid filled, and also an area that is hard for me to get to had to be protected. Why is it hard for me to get to? It's a long story actually haha.
In addition to all that I also had to get a panoramic X-Ray done to see where my wisdom teeth are. The two bottom ones will definitely have to come out sometime. They're coming in horizontally :S
Of course they had to numb me up before they did anything. That lasted a few hours. It felt like my lip was fat >__>
So after the numbness went away (right after I ate something), my brother called. He asked if I wanted to go to the Pittsburgh Pirates baseball game. Of course I did! They're boring to watch on TV but really fun when you're there!
So here are some pictures I took with my cell phone's camera. Some are kinda bad quality :\
I-79
When going to Pittsburgh via I-79, you make a turn and this is what you see
Walking across the Roberto Clemente Bridge
From our seats up in the nosebleed section lol
Everytime I go down to a Pirates game they win. Last night was no different :D
Final view of the stadium
We had a great time!
Now today, I woke up at 8:30 and had to go to the bathroom (TMI?). Dad asked if I wanted to get dressed so we can go car shopping. I said I just wanted to go back to sleep. So he went by himself. Then he called me around 11:30 and told me to get up and get dressed. He's on his way back here right now so we can go back up to the car dealership to get MY car. MY car is actually his old car :P
This has been a great week!
In the morning, I had to go to the dentist to get my first cavity since I was a kid filled, and also an area that is hard for me to get to had to be protected. Why is it hard for me to get to? It's a long story actually haha.
In addition to all that I also had to get a panoramic X-Ray done to see where my wisdom teeth are. The two bottom ones will definitely have to come out sometime. They're coming in horizontally :S
Of course they had to numb me up before they did anything. That lasted a few hours. It felt like my lip was fat >__>
So after the numbness went away (right after I ate something), my brother called. He asked if I wanted to go to the Pittsburgh Pirates baseball game. Of course I did! They're boring to watch on TV but really fun when you're there!
So here are some pictures I took with my cell phone's camera. Some are kinda bad quality :\
I-79
When going to Pittsburgh via I-79, you make a turn and this is what you see
Walking across the Roberto Clemente Bridge
From our seats up in the nosebleed section lol
Everytime I go down to a Pirates game they win. Last night was no different :D
Final view of the stadium
We had a great time!
Now today, I woke up at 8:30 and had to go to the bathroom (TMI?). Dad asked if I wanted to get dressed so we can go car shopping. I said I just wanted to go back to sleep. So he went by himself. Then he called me around 11:30 and told me to get up and get dressed. He's on his way back here right now so we can go back up to the car dealership to get MY car. MY car is actually his old car :P
This has been a great week!
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Broadcasting Live From Inside the Tent
So... yeah...
I'm laying on the air mattress inside the tent right now.
I just got in the mood to go camping today. So... here I am!
First, let me backtrack a day...
Saturday, my brother and his wife along with their new baby showed up at our place. They visited for a little while and showed off the new addition to their family. Then they announced that they were going to come to church today O.O
Okay, that's all well and good I guess... Except you have a new born... Who cries...
She was actually quiet in church today however.
Right after church Alex ask if I wanted to take his recycling stuff for him. Okay, sure.
For lunch I was going to make so Hamburger Microwavable stuff for myself. I dumped the stuff out of the packets into a plastic bowl and set it in the microwave then set it for 7 minutes. My brother, wife, and baby stayed downstairs while Dad and I went up to change our clothes.
After about 5 minutes, my brother started yelling my name and told me to rush downstairs. I went down and the kitchen was full of smoke and the place smelled so bad!
I opened the microwave only to have a plume of greenish/yellow smoke gush out into my face. I covered my face and went to throw open all the windows. Brother, wife, and baby rushed upstairs, only to be driven back down and outside by the smoke/smell.
After most of the smoke cleared away, I saw that the macaroni in the bowl was all black, and the bottom of the bowl melted to the microwave tray!
My brother grabbed it and took it outside.
Meanwhile, I got fans in the windows to suck the air outside.
All the while though, my brother is laughing because I forgot to put the water in the stuff. Because he's laughing, I'm getting all upset and mad. He kept saying stuff about not adding the water then he asked me, "Pete! Did you forget to add the water?" So I said, "Will you shut up about it already?!?!"
"You made a mistake. Big deal! No need to get all upset about it."
"Maybe if you shut up about it I won't get all upset!"
He just walked away. I saw Dad was chuckling to himself about it all. Finally I started to find it funny and we all started joking about it afterwards.
It still smells in the kitchen lol
I guess you just had to be there.
Anyway, then I sent Alex a message asking when he wanted to take the recycling stuff. Go figure, he didn't answer. So after a few hours I sent one saying that I didn't have all day to wait around. I had stuff I had to do ffs!
He showed up 2 minutes later.
I had to run up to Mom's first tho to drop off some things. While we were up there I decided to take him to the haunted house. I can't really describe it. I'll take pics next time. Then we took a detour over to a bridge that has some graffiti on it. It's my last name only spelled differently so it's made into the word "shits", only with the other letters of my last name put in it. It's hard to understand unless you know what my last name is.
Finally we went to the recycling thing... only to find it was full...
-_-
During this time I never said anything about what I posted about a few days ago. I probably never will either...
Once we got back I got in the mood for camping.
I sent him a message saying that I was putting the tent up today and leaving it up 'til Wednesday. Then I told him to let me know if he wants to camp out any of those nights.
No word back yet, but I'm in here anyway.... alone...
:(
Oh well...
Btw, I hope to get back into using Twitter again. I haven't posted in awhile on there. I dunno if people even check for my updates.
I'm laying on the air mattress inside the tent right now.
I just got in the mood to go camping today. So... here I am!
First, let me backtrack a day...
Saturday, my brother and his wife along with their new baby showed up at our place. They visited for a little while and showed off the new addition to their family. Then they announced that they were going to come to church today O.O
Okay, that's all well and good I guess... Except you have a new born... Who cries...
She was actually quiet in church today however.
Right after church Alex ask if I wanted to take his recycling stuff for him. Okay, sure.
For lunch I was going to make so Hamburger Microwavable stuff for myself. I dumped the stuff out of the packets into a plastic bowl and set it in the microwave then set it for 7 minutes. My brother, wife, and baby stayed downstairs while Dad and I went up to change our clothes.
After about 5 minutes, my brother started yelling my name and told me to rush downstairs. I went down and the kitchen was full of smoke and the place smelled so bad!
I opened the microwave only to have a plume of greenish/yellow smoke gush out into my face. I covered my face and went to throw open all the windows. Brother, wife, and baby rushed upstairs, only to be driven back down and outside by the smoke/smell.
After most of the smoke cleared away, I saw that the macaroni in the bowl was all black, and the bottom of the bowl melted to the microwave tray!
My brother grabbed it and took it outside.
Meanwhile, I got fans in the windows to suck the air outside.
All the while though, my brother is laughing because I forgot to put the water in the stuff. Because he's laughing, I'm getting all upset and mad. He kept saying stuff about not adding the water then he asked me, "Pete! Did you forget to add the water?" So I said, "Will you shut up about it already?!?!"
"You made a mistake. Big deal! No need to get all upset about it."
"Maybe if you shut up about it I won't get all upset!"
He just walked away. I saw Dad was chuckling to himself about it all. Finally I started to find it funny and we all started joking about it afterwards.
It still smells in the kitchen lol
I guess you just had to be there.
Anyway, then I sent Alex a message asking when he wanted to take the recycling stuff. Go figure, he didn't answer. So after a few hours I sent one saying that I didn't have all day to wait around. I had stuff I had to do ffs!
He showed up 2 minutes later.
I had to run up to Mom's first tho to drop off some things. While we were up there I decided to take him to the haunted house. I can't really describe it. I'll take pics next time. Then we took a detour over to a bridge that has some graffiti on it. It's my last name only spelled differently so it's made into the word "shits", only with the other letters of my last name put in it. It's hard to understand unless you know what my last name is.
Finally we went to the recycling thing... only to find it was full...
-_-
During this time I never said anything about what I posted about a few days ago. I probably never will either...
Once we got back I got in the mood for camping.
I sent him a message saying that I was putting the tent up today and leaving it up 'til Wednesday. Then I told him to let me know if he wants to camp out any of those nights.
No word back yet, but I'm in here anyway.... alone...
:(
Oh well...
Btw, I hope to get back into using Twitter again. I haven't posted in awhile on there. I dunno if people even check for my updates.
Monday, July 6, 2009
Cat Sitting, and other stuff...
My brother and his wife are going into the hospital tomorrow night. They will be inducing her tomorrow night so hopefully the baby will be here by Wednesday morning.
Mom and I stopped at their house on our way back from somewhere today. When we pulled in the driveway he was lounging in the pool while she was pounding nails into the deck lol.
Anyway, I'll be going over there tomorrow around dinner time (~5ish), and staying over night with the possibility of staying a second night just incase.
I'll be spending most of my time in the pool if it's nice :) I'll probably have my laptop with me too. I'll be pretty bored I'm sure so...
In Alex news:
I really think I'm getting over him. It's really easy when you have someone else to care about. In church yesterday, Alex commented on how "fancy" I was dressed. Albeit I was a little bit more dressed up than usual. I wore a tan suit without the vest, and a dark blue shirt with no tie and the two top buttons unbuttoned; mirroring the suit Pierce Brosnan wears in Cuba in Die Another Day. Anyway, Alex walked in and said, "Look at you dressed all fancy."
o.O
A little bit gay lol.
Then he was looking in the back of the old hymn books that we really don't use anymore. He thought the following passage from the back was funny:
"... The sucking child shall play over the hole of the asp,..."
Yeah, not really funny at all. I think he thought the "sucking" part was funny, I don't really know. I just read it then looked up at him kinda rolling my eyes, then looked away again. I don't sit close to him anymore. We still sit together in the same small pew, but I sit as far away as I can on the very end.
I was sitting outside last night while he, his sister, Joe, and Joe's sister were up at the tennis court playing tennis. I was planning out through my head what I would say if he asked me over to sit on his porch. Basically, this is what I was thinking about:
He obviously doesn't really want to be friends. He's was just using me when he needed me; camping, the skates, etc... (I'm pretty sure he's doing the same thing with Joe. More about that in a minute). So, since we really aren't friends anymore, why pretend we are by doing things like camping or sitting on his porch at night?
Right? Why pretend?
That's what I think I'm going to tell him if he ever asks to do something.
Anyway, about the using part:
The winter before last summer, he used to come over all the time. Why? Because I had the game Driver 4: Parallel Lines. After we beat that game, time spent together reduced slowly but surely until what it is now. So then he was using me for the video game. He is doing the exact same thing with Joe now.
The last time we sat together on his porch (a few weeks ago now) he said how him and Joe play one of the Halo games, and maybe some other one, on Joe's Xbox360. Alex doesn't have a 360, so that explains why he's at Joe's all the time. So basically, I think they're friendship is based on little more than a video game. Granted, they do other stuff besides that but so did we when he wanted to play that game.
Anyway, enough about him.
I think that's it, and this is getting kinda long so...
OH! NO!
I do have one more thing:
A new blog, just started today: That Boy's Ramblings written by WkBoy714. His blog is still in the "teething" stage so go have a look and make him feel welcome.
Mom and I stopped at their house on our way back from somewhere today. When we pulled in the driveway he was lounging in the pool while she was pounding nails into the deck lol.
Anyway, I'll be going over there tomorrow around dinner time (~5ish), and staying over night with the possibility of staying a second night just incase.
I'll be spending most of my time in the pool if it's nice :) I'll probably have my laptop with me too. I'll be pretty bored I'm sure so...
In Alex news:
I really think I'm getting over him. It's really easy when you have someone else to care about. In church yesterday, Alex commented on how "fancy" I was dressed. Albeit I was a little bit more dressed up than usual. I wore a tan suit without the vest, and a dark blue shirt with no tie and the two top buttons unbuttoned; mirroring the suit Pierce Brosnan wears in Cuba in Die Another Day. Anyway, Alex walked in and said, "Look at you dressed all fancy."
o.O
A little bit gay lol.
Then he was looking in the back of the old hymn books that we really don't use anymore. He thought the following passage from the back was funny:
"... The sucking child shall play over the hole of the asp,..."
Yeah, not really funny at all. I think he thought the "sucking" part was funny, I don't really know. I just read it then looked up at him kinda rolling my eyes, then looked away again. I don't sit close to him anymore. We still sit together in the same small pew, but I sit as far away as I can on the very end.
I was sitting outside last night while he, his sister, Joe, and Joe's sister were up at the tennis court playing tennis. I was planning out through my head what I would say if he asked me over to sit on his porch. Basically, this is what I was thinking about:
He obviously doesn't really want to be friends. He's was just using me when he needed me; camping, the skates, etc... (I'm pretty sure he's doing the same thing with Joe. More about that in a minute). So, since we really aren't friends anymore, why pretend we are by doing things like camping or sitting on his porch at night?
Right? Why pretend?
That's what I think I'm going to tell him if he ever asks to do something.
Anyway, about the using part:
The winter before last summer, he used to come over all the time. Why? Because I had the game Driver 4: Parallel Lines. After we beat that game, time spent together reduced slowly but surely until what it is now. So then he was using me for the video game. He is doing the exact same thing with Joe now.
The last time we sat together on his porch (a few weeks ago now) he said how him and Joe play one of the Halo games, and maybe some other one, on Joe's Xbox360. Alex doesn't have a 360, so that explains why he's at Joe's all the time. So basically, I think they're friendship is based on little more than a video game. Granted, they do other stuff besides that but so did we when he wanted to play that game.
Anyway, enough about him.
I think that's it, and this is getting kinda long so...
OH! NO!
I do have one more thing:
A new blog, just started today: That Boy's Ramblings written by WkBoy714. His blog is still in the "teething" stage so go have a look and make him feel welcome.
Friday, May 22, 2009
Today
I tried to post all of this on my Twitter, but it would have turned into a dozen tweets. So I'll just do it here instead.
Yesterday, I had to wear an old Hawaiian shirt of my brothers because I didn't have any of my shirts that were clean. I'm not really into flashy shirts like that or even shirts with pictures or wording on them. I prefer polo shirts for the summer. So today, Dad said we could go shopping for some new shirts.
I bought three new polos. Each a different color; red, blue, and dark blue. I also bought the 2-disk special edition of Valkyrie. Also got some new shoes.
After getting out of the store, we went over to Taco Bell. I got my new favorite. A Chicken Ranch Taco Salad, and a Baja Blast Mountain Dew (which is only sold at Taco Bells. Too bad cos I really like it). Yum! After we got out of the drive thru, and out onto the main road, I realized that they forgot to give me a fork. By that time, it was too late to turn around. So I had to wait 'til we got home to eat it.
-_-
When we got home, Mom called. She had a box of pizza, two Strombolis, and three bottles of soda.
I got my taco salad, and popped in Valkyrie.
Now, two hours later, I'm watching it again. I always watch a movie twice in a row in order to get everything.
I got zero school work done today. I'll just have to work on the weekend.
Nothing else to report for today. But then again, it's not over yet so maybe I'm publishing this too soon...
Yesterday, I had to wear an old Hawaiian shirt of my brothers because I didn't have any of my shirts that were clean. I'm not really into flashy shirts like that or even shirts with pictures or wording on them. I prefer polo shirts for the summer. So today, Dad said we could go shopping for some new shirts.
I bought three new polos. Each a different color; red, blue, and dark blue. I also bought the 2-disk special edition of Valkyrie. Also got some new shoes.
After getting out of the store, we went over to Taco Bell. I got my new favorite. A Chicken Ranch Taco Salad, and a Baja Blast Mountain Dew (which is only sold at Taco Bells. Too bad cos I really like it). Yum! After we got out of the drive thru, and out onto the main road, I realized that they forgot to give me a fork. By that time, it was too late to turn around. So I had to wait 'til we got home to eat it.
-_-
When we got home, Mom called. She had a box of pizza, two Strombolis, and three bottles of soda.
I got my taco salad, and popped in Valkyrie.
Now, two hours later, I'm watching it again. I always watch a movie twice in a row in order to get everything.
I got zero school work done today. I'll just have to work on the weekend.
Nothing else to report for today. But then again, it's not over yet so maybe I'm publishing this too soon...
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
::EDITED:: I Told You So
Yesterday, I really didn't feel like going through with this whole pizza party thing cos I didn't feel good. Well, today I do want to do it.
My brother came by, so I figured this would be an opportunity to do it (who was all for the idea btw). I thought he would be staying for the game. Not totally sure if he was staying or not, I asked Alex if he wanted to come if we had it.
Guess what...
He hasn't answered me yet either way. I might have asked him in person, but he didn't ride the bus home today. So maybe he is doing something important. IDK
::EDIT::
Alex just sent back a reply (at 6 pm) that he doesn't think he can because he has practice.
It doesn't really matter anyway. Dad says he won't drive for 30 mins each way just for pizza.
HELLO!
I CAN DRIVE!!!!
But whatever. Dad's already started dinner.
My brother came by, so I figured this would be an opportunity to do it (who was all for the idea btw). I thought he would be staying for the game. Not totally sure if he was staying or not, I asked Alex if he wanted to come if we had it.
Guess what...
He hasn't answered me yet either way. I might have asked him in person, but he didn't ride the bus home today. So maybe he is doing something important. IDK
::EDIT::
Alex just sent back a reply (at 6 pm) that he doesn't think he can because he has practice.
It doesn't really matter anyway. Dad says he won't drive for 30 mins each way just for pizza.
HELLO!
I CAN DRIVE!!!!
But whatever. Dad's already started dinner.
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Going Into More Detail...
On the last post, J asked why I live with Dad rather than Mom, and why am I cyber schooled.
I've given part of the answer to those before, but now I guess I'll go into more detail about it all.
A couple years ago, Dad had health problems relating to his heart and all that stuff. I don't pretend to understand all that stuff so I can't really give you any more info about it. Besides that all happened before I came on the scene anyway.
My brother who was currently still living with Dad at the time was getting ready to move out when all this happened. Dad became very concerned about living alone with these health problems. He is home 90% of the time since he doesn't really have to go anywhere for his job. He is also getting up there in his age (mid 60s). My brother decided to stay instead of moving out. That temporally solved the issue.
That summer (2007), I spent practically the whole time at Dad's (this was before he had his health probs). This was mainly because I was seeing Alex all the time. Whenever I had to leave and go back home (this was before I lived here remember), he would always ask when I was coming back. I already liked Alex since way before this time. But it was this summer that the feelings started getting a whole lot stronger. So much so that I was visiting Dad's a whole lot more than normal.
When school started, I went back to Dad's every holiday break. Even the little three day weekends. It was Christmas/New Years break (2007/08) that changed everything for me. It was the longest break of the school year, and the longest time I was able to do things with Alex since summer.
When it came time to go back home whenever break was about over, I didn't want to. I even started to cry. Now I hardly ever get emotional, so if I cry then you know something is seriously wrong.
These were my reasons for coming back here:
1. I never did anything with any of my friends outside of school. I went to a few birthday parties, but that was pretty much it as far as I can remember. I never saw any of them during the summer or anything like that.
2. I was also alone on the weekends and whenever there was a break that I didn't go to Dad's.
So I pretty much just sat at home in front of the TV most of the time.
3. I like where I live better. It's a nicer community, I have more contact with people here than I did before.
4. My brother was working 12 hour shifts so he wasn't with Dad much. I guess this reason is just an excuse that presented it self at the time and I took advantage of it. It was a viable reason then, but I guess I just used it (and still do) to hide probably the number one reason I came back here.
5. Alex is here. I had strong enough feeling for Alex that I decided to move back here for him.
When you look at it, I guess it was the worst decision I could have made. I had 76 people I considered a friend in my grade alone where I used to live. I dropped them all for 1.
Wow
I should become a case study of how love blinds you and makes you do stupid things.
Anyway, this is getting off the original topic of this post I think.
After I moved back with Dad, Mom also moved back to our city. So right now, there is no point to living with her rather than Dad because I'd still be here.
The other question (if you've forgotten) was why I'm cyber schooled.
This post is getting a bit long, so I'll just give you the short answer. It was something I wanted to try because there were more cons than pros about going back to the local school. Plus with my school, I get a lot more class options than with a regular "brick and mortar" school.
For instance, I have a lot of 3D design courses available to me. If you know me, than you know I love that stuff. So that is a huge advantage to me. There are also a lot of clubs available, as well as other things that a normal school can't offer for whatever reason.
When Mom looked at the cyber school and compared it to other cyber schools as well as the local school, she agreed that it was the best choice. Usually you don't get teachers who agree with cyber schools. She does.
So there's my answers.
This was kinda hard for me to write. A lot of things to think about for me. Lots of emotion too.
From my POV anyway.
Hope this wasn't too long. Apparently Bob doesn't like long posts :p
I've given part of the answer to those before, but now I guess I'll go into more detail about it all.
A couple years ago, Dad had health problems relating to his heart and all that stuff. I don't pretend to understand all that stuff so I can't really give you any more info about it. Besides that all happened before I came on the scene anyway.
My brother who was currently still living with Dad at the time was getting ready to move out when all this happened. Dad became very concerned about living alone with these health problems. He is home 90% of the time since he doesn't really have to go anywhere for his job. He is also getting up there in his age (mid 60s). My brother decided to stay instead of moving out. That temporally solved the issue.
That summer (2007), I spent practically the whole time at Dad's (this was before he had his health probs). This was mainly because I was seeing Alex all the time. Whenever I had to leave and go back home (this was before I lived here remember), he would always ask when I was coming back. I already liked Alex since way before this time. But it was this summer that the feelings started getting a whole lot stronger. So much so that I was visiting Dad's a whole lot more than normal.
When school started, I went back to Dad's every holiday break. Even the little three day weekends. It was Christmas/New Years break (2007/08) that changed everything for me. It was the longest break of the school year, and the longest time I was able to do things with Alex since summer.
When it came time to go back home whenever break was about over, I didn't want to. I even started to cry. Now I hardly ever get emotional, so if I cry then you know something is seriously wrong.
These were my reasons for coming back here:
1. I never did anything with any of my friends outside of school. I went to a few birthday parties, but that was pretty much it as far as I can remember. I never saw any of them during the summer or anything like that.
2. I was also alone on the weekends and whenever there was a break that I didn't go to Dad's.
So I pretty much just sat at home in front of the TV most of the time.
3. I like where I live better. It's a nicer community, I have more contact with people here than I did before.
4. My brother was working 12 hour shifts so he wasn't with Dad much. I guess this reason is just an excuse that presented it self at the time and I took advantage of it. It was a viable reason then, but I guess I just used it (and still do) to hide probably the number one reason I came back here.
5. Alex is here. I had strong enough feeling for Alex that I decided to move back here for him.
When you look at it, I guess it was the worst decision I could have made. I had 76 people I considered a friend in my grade alone where I used to live. I dropped them all for 1.
Wow
I should become a case study of how love blinds you and makes you do stupid things.
Anyway, this is getting off the original topic of this post I think.
After I moved back with Dad, Mom also moved back to our city. So right now, there is no point to living with her rather than Dad because I'd still be here.
The other question (if you've forgotten) was why I'm cyber schooled.
This post is getting a bit long, so I'll just give you the short answer. It was something I wanted to try because there were more cons than pros about going back to the local school. Plus with my school, I get a lot more class options than with a regular "brick and mortar" school.
For instance, I have a lot of 3D design courses available to me. If you know me, than you know I love that stuff. So that is a huge advantage to me. There are also a lot of clubs available, as well as other things that a normal school can't offer for whatever reason.
When Mom looked at the cyber school and compared it to other cyber schools as well as the local school, she agreed that it was the best choice. Usually you don't get teachers who agree with cyber schools. She does.
So there's my answers.
This was kinda hard for me to write. A lot of things to think about for me. Lots of emotion too.
From my POV anyway.
Hope this wasn't too long. Apparently Bob doesn't like long posts :p
Sunday, May 3, 2009
::EDITED:: Waste of my Time
Argh!
It seems like everything I did today was a complete waste of my time.
First was the camper:
Last year, my brother came and we opened it up. We discovered that one of the corners was damaged by water. He sealed the hole where the water was coming in, then we moved the camper to another spot in the yard and covered it with a tarp.
I went out today and took the tarp off. There was water laying on the top in that corner. That right there was a bad sign. I unlocked the door to get the crank out so I could crank it up (obviously). The door wouldn't open. Grrrr. So dad and I unlocked the top and pushed it up a little bit until the door would open. I got the crank out and started cranking. I didn't have to crank it very high before it became evident that the damage was much worse.
The wood was all rotted and most of it fell out when Dad stuck his hand up there. The siding was coming off exposing more of the wood. When you touched the canvas it just fell right apart in your hands. So we didn't even bother cranking it up the whole way.
I sent Alex a txt msg saying, "I hope you didn't want to camp out in the camper." No reply obviously.
Then I tried to take a nap cos my head was hurting again. But I didn't get very far cos Dad wanted me to help him with something.
After that I figured I should take the recyclables up to the bins. I went up only to find that they were full!
AH! Another waste of 10 minutes, not to mention gas.
Then Alex asked me to go over with the skates. As I stepped out the door my brother called to ask about the camper (it's actually his now). So I spent the next 10 minutes talking to him while Alex was skating circles around me. I was explaining to my brother about the canvas when I heard Alex say (I guess to himself), "So that's why we can't camp in that."
I still haven't asked him if he wants to camp again this year.
Anywho, going over there was a waste of my time too since my head was killing me. I just wanted to lay down, but I settled for sitting on a step instead. Then the not-so-annoying friend showed up. That did wonders for my headache!
After awhile the annoying friend called to say that he was coming over. I left at that point. I had a really bad headache and the last thing I needed was to be around him. Good thing too because he brought a whole bunch of other people with him.
Alex still has the skates and the net, but none of his friends are over there anymore. I think he's eating dinner now too.
I skipped my own dinner. I just don't feel like eating anything right now.
Maybe I'm getting sick.
IT'S THE SWINE FLU!!!
:p
Oh, and sorry if it seems like I'm complaining. I'm just not really feeling 100% right now.
::EDIT::
Just found out that the camper is actually an '84 model. Not '94 like I said in a previous post.
I also just got back from Alex's for the second time today. After I posted this originally, he came back out again and was playing hockey. I went over without him asking me. He fell twice. The second time was kinda bad. He hurt his wrist and forearm. At times like that I don't know what to do. I just freeze. I don't even think I asked if he was alright. The first time he fell we were both laughing about it. This time he wasn't laughing so I knew something was wrong. I guess he is okay tho.
Before all that he was skating toward me. He started to fall right beside me cos his stick got caught. I just extended my arm to stop him from falling. He said, "Thanks for grabbing my nipple." I laughed and said, "Well I stopped you from falling didn't I?"
I was going to ask him if he wanted to camp out again this year while I was over there. But I completely forgot. So I sent him a txt msg when I remembered. No reply, but that's no surprise.
I hope he wants to camp out again. But I'm not sure.
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It seems like everything I did today was a complete waste of my time.
First was the camper:
Last year, my brother came and we opened it up. We discovered that one of the corners was damaged by water. He sealed the hole where the water was coming in, then we moved the camper to another spot in the yard and covered it with a tarp.
I went out today and took the tarp off. There was water laying on the top in that corner. That right there was a bad sign. I unlocked the door to get the crank out so I could crank it up (obviously). The door wouldn't open. Grrrr. So dad and I unlocked the top and pushed it up a little bit until the door would open. I got the crank out and started cranking. I didn't have to crank it very high before it became evident that the damage was much worse.
The wood was all rotted and most of it fell out when Dad stuck his hand up there. The siding was coming off exposing more of the wood. When you touched the canvas it just fell right apart in your hands. So we didn't even bother cranking it up the whole way.
I sent Alex a txt msg saying, "I hope you didn't want to camp out in the camper." No reply obviously.
Then I tried to take a nap cos my head was hurting again. But I didn't get very far cos Dad wanted me to help him with something.
After that I figured I should take the recyclables up to the bins. I went up only to find that they were full!
AH! Another waste of 10 minutes, not to mention gas.
Then Alex asked me to go over with the skates. As I stepped out the door my brother called to ask about the camper (it's actually his now). So I spent the next 10 minutes talking to him while Alex was skating circles around me. I was explaining to my brother about the canvas when I heard Alex say (I guess to himself), "So that's why we can't camp in that."
I still haven't asked him if he wants to camp again this year.
Anywho, going over there was a waste of my time too since my head was killing me. I just wanted to lay down, but I settled for sitting on a step instead. Then the not-so-annoying friend showed up. That did wonders for my headache!
After awhile the annoying friend called to say that he was coming over. I left at that point. I had a really bad headache and the last thing I needed was to be around him. Good thing too because he brought a whole bunch of other people with him.
Alex still has the skates and the net, but none of his friends are over there anymore. I think he's eating dinner now too.
I skipped my own dinner. I just don't feel like eating anything right now.
Maybe I'm getting sick.
IT'S THE SWINE FLU!!!
:p
Oh, and sorry if it seems like I'm complaining. I'm just not really feeling 100% right now.
::EDIT::
Just found out that the camper is actually an '84 model. Not '94 like I said in a previous post.
I also just got back from Alex's for the second time today. After I posted this originally, he came back out again and was playing hockey. I went over without him asking me. He fell twice. The second time was kinda bad. He hurt his wrist and forearm. At times like that I don't know what to do. I just freeze. I don't even think I asked if he was alright. The first time he fell we were both laughing about it. This time he wasn't laughing so I knew something was wrong. I guess he is okay tho.
Before all that he was skating toward me. He started to fall right beside me cos his stick got caught. I just extended my arm to stop him from falling. He said, "Thanks for grabbing my nipple." I laughed and said, "Well I stopped you from falling didn't I?"
I was going to ask him if he wanted to camp out again this year while I was over there. But I completely forgot. So I sent him a txt msg when I remembered. No reply, but that's no surprise.
I hope he wants to camp out again. But I'm not sure.
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Friday, April 24, 2009
My Afternoon With Alex
Okay, this is going to be one post, but with two parts to it. The first part WAS where I beg for more question. The second part is about my afternoon with Alex.
I WAS going to beg for more questions. I even had a couple of paragraphs written. But while I was proofreading this post, Josh asked a WHOLE BUNCH of pervy questions. I think he covered just about every question possible lol. But I will still take whatever question you want to ask.
BTW, whatever questions I do end up with will be answered after the weekend.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
Alex sent me a txt msg this afternoon while I was busy killing kittens. He asked if I was home. I replied, "Maybe. Why?" He asked if I wanted to come over with the skates. It's a hard choice between finishing masturbating, which I had just started doing, or going over to Alex's. Well, I chose the latter.
While Alex was putting the skates on, he was telling me about something that happened while they were at the hockey game. He was talking slowly with breaks between each word. He was saying, "I...was...coming...out...of...the-" I finished the sentence by adding, "...closet?" He just looked at me and smiled then went on with the story. BTW, the word he was going to say was "bathroom."
If you look at my Twitter; you'll see a post that says, "There is some drunk guy down the road making sounds like he's having an orgasm." After we heard this guy making all these moaning noises; I said, "I think he needs a tissue now."
Then I said to him, "Guess what the sermon is going to be about on Sunday." He said, " I don't know. What?" Obviously joking I said, "It's going to be about how everytime a person masturbates God kills a kitten." He laughed and said, "And everytime God masturbates, Chuck Norris kills a lion." I just rolled my eyes and laughed. I hate Chuch Norris jokes. lol
Then I went on to say the same thing I said in the last post, "I'm surprised in the ten years I've been doing it that cats are still around." He laughed and we went on to joke about my brothers cat dying the next time I do it. Then I told him that he interrupted me while I was doing it when he asked me to come over. I added, "It's okay because I already did it twice today."
He laughed and said, "Are you like a smoker? You can only go a short amount of time without doing it?" Of course I said yes. lol
Umm I guess that about covers it. Oh, and he told me and his sister (after her and their mom got back from school) that Annoying Friend is grounded for getting 5 days in ISS (In School Suspension). So I guess he won't be around for the weekend.
Well, that's all I have to report on Alex.
It has been hot all day. It's 11:30 p.m. right now and it's STILL hot (I don't have AC). A really good night to be out camping :)
After I had that dream the other night, I really want to go camping with Alex now :D Oh, and I don't mean just because of the sexual stuff. I do really enjoy camping. Even if it is just in the back yard. lol
I think I'm going to ask Alex if he wants to do that again this summer.
Now if you comment on this part of the post, YOU HAVE TO ASK ME A QUESTION! And make it a good one too ;)
And don't forget that you can always post the questions anonymously if you feel too embaressed to ask them using your real name *cough Col cough*
I WAS going to beg for more questions. I even had a couple of paragraphs written. But while I was proofreading this post, Josh asked a WHOLE BUNCH of pervy questions. I think he covered just about every question possible lol. But I will still take whatever question you want to ask.
BTW, whatever questions I do end up with will be answered after the weekend.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
Alex sent me a txt msg this afternoon while I was busy killing kittens. He asked if I was home. I replied, "Maybe. Why?" He asked if I wanted to come over with the skates. It's a hard choice between finishing masturbating, which I had just started doing, or going over to Alex's. Well, I chose the latter.
While Alex was putting the skates on, he was telling me about something that happened while they were at the hockey game. He was talking slowly with breaks between each word. He was saying, "I...was...coming...out...of...the-" I finished the sentence by adding, "...closet?" He just looked at me and smiled then went on with the story. BTW, the word he was going to say was "bathroom."
If you look at my Twitter; you'll see a post that says, "There is some drunk guy down the road making sounds like he's having an orgasm." After we heard this guy making all these moaning noises; I said, "I think he needs a tissue now."
Then I said to him, "Guess what the sermon is going to be about on Sunday." He said, " I don't know. What?" Obviously joking I said, "It's going to be about how everytime a person masturbates God kills a kitten." He laughed and said, "And everytime God masturbates, Chuck Norris kills a lion." I just rolled my eyes and laughed. I hate Chuch Norris jokes. lol
Then I went on to say the same thing I said in the last post, "I'm surprised in the ten years I've been doing it that cats are still around." He laughed and we went on to joke about my brothers cat dying the next time I do it. Then I told him that he interrupted me while I was doing it when he asked me to come over. I added, "It's okay because I already did it twice today."
He laughed and said, "Are you like a smoker? You can only go a short amount of time without doing it?" Of course I said yes. lol
Umm I guess that about covers it. Oh, and he told me and his sister (after her and their mom got back from school) that Annoying Friend is grounded for getting 5 days in ISS (In School Suspension). So I guess he won't be around for the weekend.
Well, that's all I have to report on Alex.
It has been hot all day. It's 11:30 p.m. right now and it's STILL hot (I don't have AC). A really good night to be out camping :)
After I had that dream the other night, I really want to go camping with Alex now :D Oh, and I don't mean just because of the sexual stuff. I do really enjoy camping. Even if it is just in the back yard. lol
I think I'm going to ask Alex if he wants to do that again this summer.
Now if you comment on this part of the post, YOU HAVE TO ASK ME A QUESTION! And make it a good one too ;)
And don't forget that you can always post the questions anonymously if you feel too embaressed to ask them using your real name *cough Col cough*
Monday, April 13, 2009
Stupid
Last time I was with Alex (and his other friends), he was talking about getting roller skates to play hockey on. One of my brothers plays deck hockey (same as ice hockey minus the ice), so he has a bundle of skates lying about the house. All of them he doesn't use anymore.
Yesterday I found them. I sent him a message saying that he should let me know if he wanted to try them. He was going around to the different relatives' houses for Easter so we really couldn't do anything.
However, before I found the skates, he was out playing hockey all by himself. I had to go out and put the car in the garage. When I was walking back to the house he said my name. I turned around and asked, "What?" He replied, "Oh, nothing." It clicked in my mind that he must have wanted me to go over there. I did and we kicked the puck around. He didn't give me a stick so I had to kill my toes again lol. Actually I don't even know how to hold a hockey stick :p. Anywho, this only lasted 10 minutes before he had to go to the next relative's house.
I went back home and got the idea to look for the skates. I found them and then sent that txt msg I mentioned earlier. I tried them on, and skated around inside the house. I would fall flat on my face if I tried outside lol. It's actually quite fun. :D I may not give them to him, rather keeping them and just letting him borrow them when he needs to until he can get some himself.
So on to today. After I got out of the shower this morning, I saw that I got a txt msg. My heart started racing when I saw it was from Alex...until I read it.
He said he was outside and that I could come over. Then he said that his friend was there (not the annoying one).
This other friend isn't so bad, so I decided to go over WITHOUT the skates. We hung around for about an hour when he got a phone call. It was from the annoying friend calling to organize a football game. Alex got all excited and said he would start calling up some people. I got angry and just left.
When I got back I sent him a message that said, "Let me know when all your friends leave. Then I will bring over the skates."
After about 10 minutes he sent me a message that said, "My sister is bringing something over." She came to the door and gave me a paper for Dad. She said that Alex's friend was leaving and that I could bring the skates. I guess I should say that the annoying friend wanting to play football never came yet. So I got the skates and went over. The not so annoying friend lives catty corner from me. As soon as I stepped out the door, so did he. I guess he really wasn't leaving Alex's at all. I met him on the road and asked him where he was going. He was sipping soda so he just pointed at Alex's. I got a little angry again. Then when we got over there, the not-so-annoying-one say the annoying one coming down the street. I yanked one of the skates out of Alex's hand and left.
So right now I'm angry. I feel sad. I feel left out. I feel like he really doesn't care about me in any capacity. The worse part is, I have to listen to them every time they are outside. Sometimes I just can't stand it so I put a movie in and turn up the surround sound really loud. All that probably doesn't make sense to any of you. So don't lecture me on how I'm being stupid for being mad for no reason...please.
Now they are all yelling at each other...again. They all disbanded once, but now they are all back playing again.
So, I've got to get a haircut in a hour. ttyl...
Yesterday I found them. I sent him a message saying that he should let me know if he wanted to try them. He was going around to the different relatives' houses for Easter so we really couldn't do anything.
However, before I found the skates, he was out playing hockey all by himself. I had to go out and put the car in the garage. When I was walking back to the house he said my name. I turned around and asked, "What?" He replied, "Oh, nothing." It clicked in my mind that he must have wanted me to go over there. I did and we kicked the puck around. He didn't give me a stick so I had to kill my toes again lol. Actually I don't even know how to hold a hockey stick :p. Anywho, this only lasted 10 minutes before he had to go to the next relative's house.
I went back home and got the idea to look for the skates. I found them and then sent that txt msg I mentioned earlier. I tried them on, and skated around inside the house. I would fall flat on my face if I tried outside lol. It's actually quite fun. :D I may not give them to him, rather keeping them and just letting him borrow them when he needs to until he can get some himself.
So on to today. After I got out of the shower this morning, I saw that I got a txt msg. My heart started racing when I saw it was from Alex...until I read it.
He said he was outside and that I could come over. Then he said that his friend was there (not the annoying one).
This other friend isn't so bad, so I decided to go over WITHOUT the skates. We hung around for about an hour when he got a phone call. It was from the annoying friend calling to organize a football game. Alex got all excited and said he would start calling up some people. I got angry and just left.
When I got back I sent him a message that said, "Let me know when all your friends leave. Then I will bring over the skates."
After about 10 minutes he sent me a message that said, "My sister is bringing something over." She came to the door and gave me a paper for Dad. She said that Alex's friend was leaving and that I could bring the skates. I guess I should say that the annoying friend wanting to play football never came yet. So I got the skates and went over. The not so annoying friend lives catty corner from me. As soon as I stepped out the door, so did he. I guess he really wasn't leaving Alex's at all. I met him on the road and asked him where he was going. He was sipping soda so he just pointed at Alex's. I got a little angry again. Then when we got over there, the not-so-annoying-one say the annoying one coming down the street. I yanked one of the skates out of Alex's hand and left.
So right now I'm angry. I feel sad. I feel left out. I feel like he really doesn't care about me in any capacity. The worse part is, I have to listen to them every time they are outside. Sometimes I just can't stand it so I put a movie in and turn up the surround sound really loud. All that probably doesn't make sense to any of you. So don't lecture me on how I'm being stupid for being mad for no reason...please.
Now they are all yelling at each other...again. They all disbanded once, but now they are all back playing again.
So, I've got to get a haircut in a hour. ttyl...
Friday, April 10, 2009
Maundy Thursday and Good Friday
Just a couple interesting things to report for now. I won't blog too much until everyone gets back from vacation.
Yesterday was Maundy Thursday. I had a dentist appointment in the early evening and church in the later evening. Mom and I both had an appointment so we rode together. We pulled into the dentist office's driveway when I saw a white van. I said to myself, "Oh no! Please don't let that be him!" Going into the reception room I noticed only a woman waiting. I thought, "There are a lot of people who come to this dentist. More than one of them must have a white van. It can't possibly be him."
After about 5 minutes of waiting I heard him! Then Alex's friend came out of the back "work" area. Why did the most annoying of Alex's friends have to be there at the exact same time I was? To make matters worse, his mother is one of those people who has to talk to everyone about everything. My mom was already back getting worked on, so I was there alone with his mother when the kid came out. His mom went back to pay, while I was forced to talk to him. Ugh. Like I said, his mother just had to carry on a conversation with the receptionist. -_-
The interesting thing about our little "chat" came when he said, "So, why don't you hang out with Alex anymore."
I said, "I don't know. Ask him." He just said, "Okay." From there the convo went from this and that until FINALLY his mother came back to take him home. Whew what a relief!
Like I've said before, you really can't understand how I feel about him and why unless you have been around him. The only words that can describe him are; rude, annoying, loud mouthed, immature, and undesirable. lol
While I was getting worked on I got to watch the funeral service for the three police officers shot and killed in Pittsburgh last weekend. My brother went down there cos he is a police officer too. They said officers from as far away as; Florida, Canada, California, Australia, and New Zealand came to take part in the funeral procession. Also President Obama had condolence letters hand delivered to the three families.
R.I.P. Officers Eric Kelly, Stephen Mayhle, and Paul Sciullo III
On our way home I asked Mom if she could help out with the lawn mowing thing since she used to work as a landscaper during the summer. She said she would help if I needed it. Alex still hasn't given me a yes or no answer (big surprise). He probably won't help for whatever reason.
...Stupid...
A couple of interesting thing happened during the church service. During the first hymn, the front doors opened and closed again. So someone came in. I can see who walks in the front doors which are over my left shoulder, but I didn't look. Then after the hymn was done the person left without even coming in the sanctuary and sitting down. o_O
Then we were in the middle of something or another when I hear the back door open and close. Then it opened and closed a few minutes later again. You can't see the back door from where I was in sitting, but someone on the other side of the sanctuary said they saw someone stand in the office then leave. o_O O_o
Just after the sermon started another person came in. This time an older man came in and sat down near Alex and I. Then after a few minutes he got up and left. o_O O_o o_O
wtf was all that about?!?!?!
One other interesting thing that happened during the sermon:
Alex nodged me with his elbow and whispered, "There is something in your hair. Look at me." I turned my head to look at him. He ran his fingers through my hair! He just didn't pluck something out of my hair, he actually ran his fingers through my hair!
*melts*
I got a little tipsy on the wine that was served. Even though it was just a little bit, I still felt weird after drinking it. I was slightly wobbly when I walked, and I was clumsy. Then when I drove home, we have to go up a hill. I was pressing the pedal but we were still slowing down. I looked down and realized I was pressing the brake pedal instead of the gas pedal. Doh!
Okay enough of yesterday news. Let's move on to today.
Not much to report for today. A lot of Good Friday church stuff that I won't go into cos it is irrelevant.
The only interesting thing that happened today was when I was home alone. Dad went up to the church to finish up stuff. So what does a 17 year old with a laptop (or any other computer) do when they are home alone for awhile? ;)
I had just started masturbating when I got a text message. I looked at the name and it said, "Alex." I almost had an orgasm! Then I read it and found it was actually from his sister who was using Alex's phone. MAJOR TURN OFF!
So I replied to it and went back to pleasuring myself. After I got into it again, SHE TEXTED ME AGAIN! I replied again, and had to restart once again. Then I came close to finishing WHEN SHE TEXTED ME ONCE AGAIN!!!!! FFS!!!!!!!!
After I replied, I turned the phone off. Then I had to start from the beginning again. -_- I'll have to tell Alex this story :p
Well that's about it I guess...
Oh, Happy Easter if I don't talk to you before then!
Yesterday was Maundy Thursday. I had a dentist appointment in the early evening and church in the later evening. Mom and I both had an appointment so we rode together. We pulled into the dentist office's driveway when I saw a white van. I said to myself, "Oh no! Please don't let that be him!" Going into the reception room I noticed only a woman waiting. I thought, "There are a lot of people who come to this dentist. More than one of them must have a white van. It can't possibly be him."
After about 5 minutes of waiting I heard him! Then Alex's friend came out of the back "work" area. Why did the most annoying of Alex's friends have to be there at the exact same time I was? To make matters worse, his mother is one of those people who has to talk to everyone about everything. My mom was already back getting worked on, so I was there alone with his mother when the kid came out. His mom went back to pay, while I was forced to talk to him. Ugh. Like I said, his mother just had to carry on a conversation with the receptionist. -_-
The interesting thing about our little "chat" came when he said, "So, why don't you hang out with Alex anymore."
I said, "I don't know. Ask him." He just said, "Okay." From there the convo went from this and that until FINALLY his mother came back to take him home. Whew what a relief!
Like I've said before, you really can't understand how I feel about him and why unless you have been around him. The only words that can describe him are; rude, annoying, loud mouthed, immature, and undesirable. lol
While I was getting worked on I got to watch the funeral service for the three police officers shot and killed in Pittsburgh last weekend. My brother went down there cos he is a police officer too. They said officers from as far away as; Florida, Canada, California, Australia, and New Zealand came to take part in the funeral procession. Also President Obama had condolence letters hand delivered to the three families.
R.I.P. Officers Eric Kelly, Stephen Mayhle, and Paul Sciullo III
On our way home I asked Mom if she could help out with the lawn mowing thing since she used to work as a landscaper during the summer. She said she would help if I needed it. Alex still hasn't given me a yes or no answer (big surprise). He probably won't help for whatever reason.
...Stupid...
A couple of interesting thing happened during the church service. During the first hymn, the front doors opened and closed again. So someone came in. I can see who walks in the front doors which are over my left shoulder, but I didn't look. Then after the hymn was done the person left without even coming in the sanctuary and sitting down. o_O
Then we were in the middle of something or another when I hear the back door open and close. Then it opened and closed a few minutes later again. You can't see the back door from where I was in sitting, but someone on the other side of the sanctuary said they saw someone stand in the office then leave. o_O O_o
Just after the sermon started another person came in. This time an older man came in and sat down near Alex and I. Then after a few minutes he got up and left. o_O O_o o_O
wtf was all that about?!?!?!
One other interesting thing that happened during the sermon:
Alex nodged me with his elbow and whispered, "There is something in your hair. Look at me." I turned my head to look at him. He ran his fingers through my hair! He just didn't pluck something out of my hair, he actually ran his fingers through my hair!
*melts*
I got a little tipsy on the wine that was served. Even though it was just a little bit, I still felt weird after drinking it. I was slightly wobbly when I walked, and I was clumsy. Then when I drove home, we have to go up a hill. I was pressing the pedal but we were still slowing down. I looked down and realized I was pressing the brake pedal instead of the gas pedal. Doh!
Okay enough of yesterday news. Let's move on to today.
Not much to report for today. A lot of Good Friday church stuff that I won't go into cos it is irrelevant.
The only interesting thing that happened today was when I was home alone. Dad went up to the church to finish up stuff. So what does a 17 year old with a laptop (or any other computer) do when they are home alone for awhile? ;)
I had just started masturbating when I got a text message. I looked at the name and it said, "Alex." I almost had an orgasm! Then I read it and found it was actually from his sister who was using Alex's phone. MAJOR TURN OFF!
So I replied to it and went back to pleasuring myself. After I got into it again, SHE TEXTED ME AGAIN! I replied again, and had to restart once again. Then I came close to finishing WHEN SHE TEXTED ME ONCE AGAIN!!!!! FFS!!!!!!!!
After I replied, I turned the phone off. Then I had to start from the beginning again. -_- I'll have to tell Alex this story :p
Well that's about it I guess...
Oh, Happy Easter if I don't talk to you before then!
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
::EDITED:: No Good Titles For This Post.
I finally started my Civil War blog. Now I'm not sure where to start with it. The link to it is right over there ------------->
::EDIT:: I also created the WWII blog. The link is also over there.
Well, that's all I have for today.
Oh, my brother and wife were talking with us via webcam today. Everything is going fine with the little one. Dad and one of my other brothers are going down there tomorrow. I will have the house to myself all day.
^_^
hehe
I wonder what trouble I can get into. :p
Oh, and one more thing. I have now become re-obsessed with The Godfather movies. I have always liked them but didn't have the movies themselves. I just watched them whenever they were on TV. Well, now I bought The Godfather and The Godfather Part II. Part III is good, but not as great as the other ones, so I didn't waste my money on that one. Not yet anyway.
I also have The Godfather book by Mario Puzo which the movie was made from. I read it awhile ago. I also have The Godfather Returns by Mark Winegardner (I think). I haven't read Returns yet, but I read some things about it and the next one in the novel series, The Godfather's Revenge. They sound like good reads so I'm going to reread the first one, then the others.
The original Godfather book by Puzo is a classic, as are the films. I recommend you check them out if you are interested in Mafia type stuff like I am. I promise you, The Godfather is FAR better than The Sopranos.
:)
Check out the linked Wikipedia articles if you want.
::EDIT:: I also created the WWII blog. The link is also over there.
Well, that's all I have for today.
Oh, my brother and wife were talking with us via webcam today. Everything is going fine with the little one. Dad and one of my other brothers are going down there tomorrow. I will have the house to myself all day.
^_^
hehe
I wonder what trouble I can get into. :p
Oh, and one more thing. I have now become re-obsessed with The Godfather movies. I have always liked them but didn't have the movies themselves. I just watched them whenever they were on TV. Well, now I bought The Godfather and The Godfather Part II. Part III is good, but not as great as the other ones, so I didn't waste my money on that one. Not yet anyway.
I also have The Godfather book by Mario Puzo which the movie was made from. I read it awhile ago. I also have The Godfather Returns by Mark Winegardner (I think). I haven't read Returns yet, but I read some things about it and the next one in the novel series, The Godfather's Revenge. They sound like good reads so I'm going to reread the first one, then the others.
The original Godfather book by Puzo is a classic, as are the films. I recommend you check them out if you are interested in Mafia type stuff like I am. I promise you, The Godfather is FAR better than The Sopranos.
:)
Check out the linked Wikipedia articles if you want.
Monday, March 2, 2009
Almost Outed
I almost outed myself....twice.
Mom and I went down to my brother's place yesterday to see the new baby. We spent some time with them and (of course) mom became attached. I was silent almost the whole time. I didn't want to hold him. I guess it's just a little new to me. On the way home I was still quiet. Mom couldn't stop talking about my new nephew.
I was sad. Why you ask?
Because I was thinking how I will never have a family of my own. I will never get married. I will never have a kid. I will never have a family. Never. And I was thinking how much I wished I wasn't gay anymore.
So mom asked what I was being so quiet about. I almost told her what I was thinking about. I stopped myself and just told her I was tired.
Then today in church, I was showing off pictures of the kid. I was telling everyone the story about yesterday. And I almost let it slip what I was regretting (being gay) because I will never have a family of my own.
:(
Oh well. After all this excitement over the new baby is over, I'm sure I will forget all about my regret of being gay.
Oh and this might sound a little weird to you people, but....
I was playing pocket pool (Thanks Mr. HCI for the correct term lol) in church today during the sermon. I do it during every sermon cos it's just too boring to keep focused on dad talking (I mean, I hear him all day, everyday). I don't really get into it, I just.....lol
I can't explain it.
Anywho, Alex was sitting beside me as usual. He knows I do it. He was kinda watching me. Lol. HE might have gotten a little bit of a boner cos he "adjusted" himself a few times. Then when he stood up to sing the last hymn he was still sorta covering himself with the hymn book.
lol
Not sure what that means cos he wasn't playing pocket pool. He was just watching me every once and awhile.
Mom and I went down to my brother's place yesterday to see the new baby. We spent some time with them and (of course) mom became attached. I was silent almost the whole time. I didn't want to hold him. I guess it's just a little new to me. On the way home I was still quiet. Mom couldn't stop talking about my new nephew.
I was sad. Why you ask?
Because I was thinking how I will never have a family of my own. I will never get married. I will never have a kid. I will never have a family. Never. And I was thinking how much I wished I wasn't gay anymore.
So mom asked what I was being so quiet about. I almost told her what I was thinking about. I stopped myself and just told her I was tired.
Then today in church, I was showing off pictures of the kid. I was telling everyone the story about yesterday. And I almost let it slip what I was regretting (being gay) because I will never have a family of my own.
:(
Oh well. After all this excitement over the new baby is over, I'm sure I will forget all about my regret of being gay.
Oh and this might sound a little weird to you people, but....
I was playing pocket pool (Thanks Mr. HCI for the correct term lol) in church today during the sermon. I do it during every sermon cos it's just too boring to keep focused on dad talking (I mean, I hear him all day, everyday). I don't really get into it, I just.....lol
I can't explain it.
Anywho, Alex was sitting beside me as usual. He knows I do it. He was kinda watching me. Lol. HE might have gotten a little bit of a boner cos he "adjusted" himself a few times. Then when he stood up to sing the last hymn he was still sorta covering himself with the hymn book.
lol
Not sure what that means cos he wasn't playing pocket pool. He was just watching me every once and awhile.
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