I just feel like posting...

...so I am even though I've got nothing to talk about.

Oh, I almost ran over Alex... on purpose :p

He, Joe, and I think Alex2 (previously known as The Not So Annoying Friend) were out playing hockey in Alex's driveway. I had previously been up at Mom's working on school stuff, but I had come back ~20 minutes before to get a Spanish/English dictionary (which I couldn't find).

I was pulling out of the driveway when Alex, seeing me, purposefully skated out onto the road. As soon as I was on the road, I hit the accelerator. Hearing the engine rev, Alex quickly made his way back onto his driveway.

Don't worry, there was plenty of room for me to stop (I only made it up to ~35mph), so there was no danger of me actually running him over. Now if it were Joe on the road...

well, I won't go there >:)


Hmmm let's see.... what else?


OH!

I think Mom was on my laptop today.

:S

I was at her house trying to work on school stuff. I thought she wasn't gonna be there, but she was.

-_-

Anywho, I couldn't get much work done because all my computer wanted to do was install updates to everything!

It was installing a QuickTime update when I realized that I was gonna need my Spanish/English dictionary.

(Yes, this happened before the running over Alex incident)

So I left my computer on while I went down to Dad's. I told her it was on. When I came back up, the computer seemed to be in the same place and all. But...

The iTunes player was open (with a request to update of course)

and

The internet was open to the homepage (yahoo).

Well, I hadn't cleared my history and whatnot in awhile. So she could have easily accessed my blog, porn sites, email, and other sites I belong to.

:S

I didn't say anything, and neither did she.

So who knows if she actually was on it or not. I hope not cos if she was then she probably knows what's on this blog, and what porn I look at (i.e. GAY!!!).


Hmm... Not sure what else to post about.

Well, I'm pretty sure I'm gonna fail Spanish III. I hate Spanish. It's such a boring language. I hope I get to take German next year.


Speaking of next year...

Alex still hasn't mentioned the txt I accidentally sent him about going back to school in H'ville. H'ville is actually another city close to the one where I used to live, but they begin with the same letter so I know what I'm talking about at least.

Also, I told Mom that I selected "undecided" in the "Are you returning to {enter name of cyber school here} next year?" form.

I still haven't made my decision yet.


Wow, this post is really random. I'm really just posting things that are going on in my head.


My oldest brother, his wife, their new baby, the wife's mother and maybe her brother are coming in on Saturday. The babies getting baptized Sunday, then there's gonna be a lunch for them at the church that Mom is doing.

So I'll be pretty tied up with all that...

Apart from them, my other brothers will be there as well as their female counterparts. Also my grandmother will be there, and my godparents. Not sure if anyone else is gonna be there or not.

After hearing that Alex said, "So I guess I won't be sitting with you then?" Um... duh! Obviously not! I didn't say that tho :p

Okay, one more thought:

I want a boyfriend.

And don't tell me to go back to a 'normal' school to find him cos I won't. Besides, even if I did I'm only going to be there for a year before I go off to college anyway so...

Hmm...

I really want to go camping with Alex right now too. I really want to fool around with Alex again too :D

Oh, did I mention that the other night that subject came up?

When I told Alex I didn't really want to camp out again, and he said in a disappointing tone, "Why?"

Well, I said, "Um. Don't you remember why we camped out after the first time (we were only gonna do it once)?" Obviously I was hinting at us masturbating together. Well, he just got all quiet and didn't say anything so... I changed my mind about camping and that seemed to make him happy (not sure if it's because I changed my mind or if it's cos i changed the subject lol).

Okay, that's all I have to say for now.

Tell me what's on your mind now.

Thanks in advance for all your wonderful comments you all are going to leave now

:D


P.S. Alex watches Hanna Montana, iCarly, and other Nickelodeon shows when he's alone. He denies it even though I know he watches them. Now tell me, what 15 yo BOY watches those shows then lies about it? Nothing screams gay more than that! :p

::EDITED:: No Good Titles For This Post.

I finally started my Civil War blog. Now I'm not sure where to start with it. The link to it is right over there ------------->

::EDIT:: I also created the WWII blog. The link is also over there.

Well, that's all I have for today.

Oh, my brother and wife were talking with us via webcam today. Everything is going fine with the little one. Dad and one of my other brothers are going down there tomorrow. I will have the house to myself all day.

^_^

hehe

I wonder what trouble I can get into. :p

Oh, and one more thing. I have now become re-obsessed with The Godfather movies. I have always liked them but didn't have the movies themselves. I just watched them whenever they were on TV. Well, now I bought The Godfather and The Godfather Part II. Part III is good, but not as great as the other ones, so I didn't waste my money on that one. Not yet anyway.

I also have The Godfather book by Mario Puzo which the movie was made from. I read it awhile ago. I also have The Godfather Returns by Mark Winegardner (I think). I haven't read Returns yet, but I read some things about it and the next one in the novel series, The Godfather's Revenge. They sound like good reads so I'm going to reread the first one, then the others.

The original Godfather book by Puzo is a classic, as are the films. I recommend you check them out if you are interested in Mafia type stuff like I am. I promise you, The Godfather is FAR better than The Sopranos.

:)

Check out the linked Wikipedia articles if you want.

Almost Outed

I almost outed myself....twice.

Mom and I went down to my brother's place yesterday to see the new baby. We spent some time with them and (of course) mom became attached. I was silent almost the whole time. I didn't want to hold him. I guess it's just a little new to me. On the way home I was still quiet. Mom couldn't stop talking about my new nephew.

I was sad. Why you ask?

Because I was thinking how I will never have a family of my own. I will never get married. I will never have a kid. I will never have a family. Never. And I was thinking how much I wished I wasn't gay anymore.

So mom asked what I was being so quiet about. I almost told her what I was thinking about. I stopped myself and just told her I was tired.

Then today in church, I was showing off pictures of the kid. I was telling everyone the story about yesterday. And I almost let it slip what I was regretting (being gay) because I will never have a family of my own.

:(

Oh well. After all this excitement over the new baby is over, I'm sure I will forget all about my regret of being gay.

Oh and this might sound a little weird to you people, but....

I was playing pocket pool (Thanks Mr. HCI for the correct term lol) in church today during the sermon. I do it during every sermon cos it's just too boring to keep focused on dad talking (I mean, I hear him all day, everyday). I don't really get into it, I just.....lol

I can't explain it.

Anywho, Alex was sitting beside me as usual. He knows I do it. He was kinda watching me. Lol. HE might have gotten a little bit of a boner cos he "adjusted" himself a few times. Then when he stood up to sing the last hymn he was still sorta covering himself with the hymn book.

lol

Not sure what that means cos he wasn't playing pocket pool. He was just watching me every once and awhile.

Uncle Pete

My brother's wife gave birth to healthy boy a few hours ago. I suspect we will be going to visit them sometime soon. They live 5 hours away so it's not like we can just drive down there for the afternoon.

Well, that's all I have to report tonight.

And of course I know that hardly anyone will be interested in my other blogs. But you might want to go back and read number 3 in the last post. That reason is the most important one. I'm not doing it to entertain anyone. Hell, even this blog, or the last one, isn't entertaining. I only started this one up again so I could tell the people I know would be interested, and possibly a few others, about the other blogs. And of course to post about my fabulously boring life. So don't expect much to come from this blog.