I'm really just posting this for the sake of posting.
Mom used to work at the school I used to go to before cyber school. For a couple years now she's been looking for other schools in the area to open up her position. Well, one finally did and she applied. The Superintendent (or head of the school district) at Mom's new school happens to be the Superintendent that hired her when she applied at her old school (is that confusing?). So obviously since they knew each other, and since the Super hired her before, Mom got the job.
So her and I went over to her old school to take personal things of her's out. That took practically all day, and now I'm sore and tired :\
Her old aide and one of the secretaries who works in the High School office (and possibly some other people) want to take US out to lunch on Tuesday :o I didn't really expect to be invited, but whatever. I guess it'd be nice seeing them again cos they're nice ladies.
Anywho, I guess it really sank in today that I'm going back to the local school in about a month.
-_-
I'm quite nervous.
OH! And since I'm not doing cyber school anymore, I'll have to give back my laptop to them! God I hope not; its the only computer I have. Dad has a slllllooooowwwww desktop and a laptop, but I wouldn't feel comfortable blogging (or doing other things ;) ) on his computer. Maybe the cyber school will let me buy this laptop? If not, I'll have to wipe the hard drive of all... ahem... personal stuff... :D
Dunno how to do that...
I'll probably see Alex quite frequently at school. Maybe even have a class or two with him in it. Or lunch at the same time, or gym.
*gasp*
GYM!
A couple dozen boys changing in a single room...
*drools*
I guess public school has its perks :p
I hate gym tho :\ I hate getting undressed in front of people as much as the sports part. I'm very self-conscious.
OMG!
Joe and Alex2 will be in the same building as me! *groan*
I hope I don't get stuck in any classes, including gym or lunch, with them. I would change my schedule if I did.
Alex doesn't know I'm going back. I don't think I'm going to tell him either cos he'll tell his friends, and I don't want them knowing if I can't help it. Although it's a small school so I'm sure they'll find out sooner or later...
Meh, this post is totally random.
Showing posts with label Nerves. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Nerves. Show all posts
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Monday, May 18, 2009
Bondage: Part 1
First of all, this post as nothing to do with any sexual activity even though the title may suggest that.
lol
So anywho, last month I had a dentist appointment. They said because of the braces I had, two of my teeth have decalcified. So we made an appointment to get those two teeth bonded.
Well, that appointment is...
...today.
-_-
At 3:40 to be exact.
I'm nervous.
:S
I'll let you know how it goes, and what they did.
No before and after pictures though
;)
lol
So anywho, last month I had a dentist appointment. They said because of the braces I had, two of my teeth have decalcified. So we made an appointment to get those two teeth bonded.
Well, that appointment is...
...today.
-_-
At 3:40 to be exact.
I'm nervous.
:S
I'll let you know how it goes, and what they did.
No before and after pictures though
;)
Thursday, April 2, 2009
Evening With Alex
Whew! What a busy day!
Dad and I spent most of the afternoon at my brother's. We didn't get back until around 4ish.
After awhile at home, I was starting to get bored (what a surprise!). I started looking out the window occasionally looking to see if Alex was out. Unfortunately he was.....with his other friends. It's hard to explain why I don't like them unless you have seen them and been around them. They are just sooo immature, and it's not worth being around them even if Alex is there.
At one point I got up to get a drink in the kitchen. I looked out the window and I saw his friends were leaving (yay!). I noticed it was nearing dinnertime and figured that's why they were going. Dad had driven me to Taco Bell after we left my brother's so I wasn't at all hungry.
I went back to my laptop in the living room. I realized I had gotten so distracted by Alex's friends leaving (and was glad they were) that I had forgotten about getting my drink. On my way back out to the kitchen I glanced out the other windows looking out the side of the house. You can see part of Alex's driveway out those windows.
To my surprise, he was still out playing hockey with his sister. After a little debating with myself, I decided to go over. After I stepped out the door, I got really nervous. So I started stalling myself with little things outside. My legs finally solidified from their jelly form (meaning I stopped being nervous), and I went over.
He was playing hockey with his little sister (who was trying desperately to play). I ended up kicking the puck around with my foot like the other night when I was over last. Soon he had to go eat dinner, and I went back home. I told him I would be around if he wanted me to come back. He said, "I'll be back out if a little bit."
Dad went off to Bible Study and I was left alone with the dogs and cats. Finally I saw Alex back outside and I went back over (without much nervousness). His sister was (attempting) to play basketball while Alex and I played around with the hockey puck. Again I had to sacrifice my feet and toes. LOL
It was starting to get dark out when someone showed up at his house. I had no idea who it was. It was a guy, his wife, and their little girl. I guess they were friends of Alex's dad. They were there to buy an old bike that used to belong to Alex's sister when she was little.
The visitor's little girl (I'm talking like 4 or 5) started to become the center of attention. Alex started playing hockey with her. I was left standing by his dad's truck. Apparently the little girl had too much excitement. She got sick right there in the driveway! Ewww. It was soooooooo groossss.
*shudders*
I don't have a weak stomach so I can take it, but it did feel a little weird then. Alex apparently does not have a strong stomach. He came back and stood with me behind his dad's truck. That's where the best thing of the whole night happened.
His dad has a pickup truck and we were standing at the back end. I was leaning against the tailgate with my arms stretched out on the top of the tailgate. Alex was pacing in front me telling some story. I wasn't really paying much attention cos I was staring at him, or rather his shorts which don't conceal bulges well :p. NOTE: This was not a boner bulge. Just a non-boner bulge I guess you can say. So don't jump to any conclusions. *cough NG cough* :p
Anywho, I don't remember exactly how it happened, but he came up beside me (facing the truck, not out away from it like I was), and put his arm and hand in exactly the same spot I had mine. So, his arm and hand were on top of mine.
*melts*
He picked up his arm and said "sorry" and continued pacing in front of me. I don't remember if I said anything back to him or not. I don't even remember how I reacted. My mind was just wandering everywhere at that point. I was trying to figure out if he did that on purpose, or if it was really an accident. :p
After a bit more of his pacing and a bit more of my staring, the other people around had gotten the driveway cleaned up. Soon enough they left. Everyone from Alex's family went inside, leaving us alone. Unfortunately, he realized what time it was (8:30 p.m.), and said he had to go in and do homework.
As he was going in he said, "See ya."
I responded, "Uh-huh" as I was walking out of his driveway. The "uh huh" was not in a sarcastic tone or anything. Not like "Uh huh, sure you will *rolls eyes*" it was just an "Uh huh" meant like an "Okay." Lol, is that confusing?
So, that was that.
Don't forget to read the other post I made today if you haven't already.
Dad and I spent most of the afternoon at my brother's. We didn't get back until around 4ish.
After awhile at home, I was starting to get bored (what a surprise!). I started looking out the window occasionally looking to see if Alex was out. Unfortunately he was.....with his other friends. It's hard to explain why I don't like them unless you have seen them and been around them. They are just sooo immature, and it's not worth being around them even if Alex is there.
At one point I got up to get a drink in the kitchen. I looked out the window and I saw his friends were leaving (yay!). I noticed it was nearing dinnertime and figured that's why they were going. Dad had driven me to Taco Bell after we left my brother's so I wasn't at all hungry.
I went back to my laptop in the living room. I realized I had gotten so distracted by Alex's friends leaving (and was glad they were) that I had forgotten about getting my drink. On my way back out to the kitchen I glanced out the other windows looking out the side of the house. You can see part of Alex's driveway out those windows.
To my surprise, he was still out playing hockey with his sister. After a little debating with myself, I decided to go over. After I stepped out the door, I got really nervous. So I started stalling myself with little things outside. My legs finally solidified from their jelly form (meaning I stopped being nervous), and I went over.
He was playing hockey with his little sister (who was trying desperately to play). I ended up kicking the puck around with my foot like the other night when I was over last. Soon he had to go eat dinner, and I went back home. I told him I would be around if he wanted me to come back. He said, "I'll be back out if a little bit."
Dad went off to Bible Study and I was left alone with the dogs and cats. Finally I saw Alex back outside and I went back over (without much nervousness). His sister was (attempting) to play basketball while Alex and I played around with the hockey puck. Again I had to sacrifice my feet and toes. LOL
It was starting to get dark out when someone showed up at his house. I had no idea who it was. It was a guy, his wife, and their little girl. I guess they were friends of Alex's dad. They were there to buy an old bike that used to belong to Alex's sister when she was little.
The visitor's little girl (I'm talking like 4 or 5) started to become the center of attention. Alex started playing hockey with her. I was left standing by his dad's truck. Apparently the little girl had too much excitement. She got sick right there in the driveway! Ewww. It was soooooooo groossss.
*shudders*
I don't have a weak stomach so I can take it, but it did feel a little weird then. Alex apparently does not have a strong stomach. He came back and stood with me behind his dad's truck. That's where the best thing of the whole night happened.
His dad has a pickup truck and we were standing at the back end. I was leaning against the tailgate with my arms stretched out on the top of the tailgate. Alex was pacing in front me telling some story. I wasn't really paying much attention cos I was staring at him, or rather his shorts which don't conceal bulges well :p. NOTE: This was not a boner bulge. Just a non-boner bulge I guess you can say. So don't jump to any conclusions. *cough NG cough* :p
Anywho, I don't remember exactly how it happened, but he came up beside me (facing the truck, not out away from it like I was), and put his arm and hand in exactly the same spot I had mine. So, his arm and hand were on top of mine.
*melts*
He picked up his arm and said "sorry" and continued pacing in front of me. I don't remember if I said anything back to him or not. I don't even remember how I reacted. My mind was just wandering everywhere at that point. I was trying to figure out if he did that on purpose, or if it was really an accident. :p
After a bit more of his pacing and a bit more of my staring, the other people around had gotten the driveway cleaned up. Soon enough they left. Everyone from Alex's family went inside, leaving us alone. Unfortunately, he realized what time it was (8:30 p.m.), and said he had to go in and do homework.
As he was going in he said, "See ya."
I responded, "Uh-huh" as I was walking out of his driveway. The "uh huh" was not in a sarcastic tone or anything. Not like "Uh huh, sure you will *rolls eyes*" it was just an "Uh huh" meant like an "Okay." Lol, is that confusing?
So, that was that.
Don't forget to read the other post I made today if you haven't already.
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
I messed it up...
I messed it up yesterday. I couldn't bring myself to give him the letter at all. He didn't even mention it.
He knows what it says though, I sent it to him in an email. Whether he read it yet or not, I don't know. He hasn't replied.
Hopefully we will talk about it on Sunday. Maybe we will reply to it. I've had my inbox open all day just waiting for it, but nothing.
Yes, he does know it's there. I sent him a text message saying so.
But don't expect me to be online, or blogging for awhile. I've got PSSA (Pennsylvania System of School Assessment) tomorrow. Not to mention the one we had today. I've got to sit there for 5 hours doing nothing but math and reading.
:(
Oh, and I bought Quantum of Solace today. So, I've got something to be happy about.
:D
He knows what it says though, I sent it to him in an email. Whether he read it yet or not, I don't know. He hasn't replied.
Hopefully we will talk about it on Sunday. Maybe we will reply to it. I've had my inbox open all day just waiting for it, but nothing.
Yes, he does know it's there. I sent him a text message saying so.
But don't expect me to be online, or blogging for awhile. I've got PSSA (Pennsylvania System of School Assessment) tomorrow. Not to mention the one we had today. I've got to sit there for 5 hours doing nothing but math and reading.
:(
Oh, and I bought Quantum of Solace today. So, I've got something to be happy about.
:D
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Nervousness
I'm starting to get nervous already about the whole letter thing. I'm probably going to chicken out. just like I do when I try to talk to him.
:S
To entertain you until I post again about the result of the letter (if there is one), here are some pretty pictures:
I bet that will make you re-think ocean travel.
:p
:S
To entertain you until I post again about the result of the letter (if there is one), here are some pretty pictures:
I bet that will make you re-think ocean travel.
:p
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